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missed my train, got soaked with rain, just about redy to burst into tears. i need to quit tafe, its almost makeing me suicidal again, thats not good! i feels like i only just stoped wanting to kill meself when i moved, now with all the shit about my house being sold and tafe and my self image, im just feeling really depressed and kinda suicidal, i keep kinda abusing myself mentally and i just cant stop, i've always told myself im worthless but it's just worse now. hopfully this will all pass soon and i'll be back and happy to be alive!