stupid mother...arggg
grrrr stupid mother. there really is not trust, no trust at all. i mean really i'm freakin 17 i'm not saying that i'm all grown up and mature or anything, but fuck i mean really can't she have just a little faith that she raised me right? can't she have a little faith that i'm not gonna go away for the week end and do somthing really bad/stupid? and besides so what if i do do somthing stupid thats my mistake and i'll learn from it, if i never make the mistake then i'll never learn from it, duh. i don't even know what she's so worried about. its not like i'm going away so that i can get piss drunk, if i wanted to do that i could do it here. is it the issue with drugs? common if i wanted to do drugs i could've done them years ago, i''m not fucking stupid, i know i may talk about it but thats hypathetical, like "if i were to try it i would wanna try..." its not like i go around asking to try it. is it sex? holy shit i mean really i don't even have a boy friend and even if i did... oh hell this topic is so far outta my mind that i'm not even gonna touch it. but really fuck what the hell is she afraid of? grrrr soooo fucking pissed off with her right now. there's no trust, NO TRUST at all! arggg...