I HATE HER!!!
fuck i hate her (my sister). i havn't seen her in like a month and a half or so and the first thing she does is yell at me. well hello to you to bitch i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her. i suppose this is nothing new i've always hated her to an extent. well i don't really hate her but i'm mighty angry though. she always seems to yell at me about the fact that i still see my dad. its like yea i know my dad messed up and as most of you know i don't feel to highly about him either. but what can i say i need him. i put up with one dinner a week and he pays for grad fees and college (kinda like gilmore girls) i don't have to like the dinners but i still have to go. well my sisters all like "well if you don't like him then don't go". but i don't think she gets that i can't pay for all of this stuff on my own and my mom can't pay for it right now either. i need him to get through this and well yea i just wish she would lay off just because she runs from her problems doesn't mean that i will. i run from my problems too but i won't run from this one. running away from you're own father just isn't cool. i can dislike him all i want but when i see him i'm still gonna plaster on that big smile and act like everythings allright. i don't know i just argh she upsets me soooo much i just wann hit her