god dammit!
Ugh! Everything is fucking going wrong and there's no one here to fucking talk to. Well I went to the board meeting tonight and they have said that they are taking away councilors. I hope they all fucking burn in hell. I wasn't there when they said it and I'm happy I wasn't or else I woulda fuckin thrown something or said something. God! And then I asked Kirsten a question about something and she was like, "why should I tell you" and shit like that. Fuck! I fucking tell her everything! And she fucking tells me shit! Yeah, some fucking sister! i sliced myself up last night...It didn't even feel good afterwards. It always feels good afterwards. And I even did it a lot. I dunno what the fuck to do. No one to talk to...oh well...gtg...ttfn...