A pointless little entry you can skip if you'd like.
Contradictory but true. I know people love me but...stuck in the little shell I put myself in it's hard to feel that love sometimes, or to really show love for other people. I'm so far into that shell that I feel isolated from the whole world sometimes. Oh well...
You know I was all full of energy before and I didn't want to go to bed but now that I started an entry all of a sudden I mostly want to sleep. Strange. I wonder if I do have anemia after all? They had to take blood from my vein a few days ago for my physical, it was not fun. I'm really not a needle person, or a blood person, and I don't like seeing blood in such amounts being taken from me. And here was me, all brave, wanting to give blood for the school blood donation. I would have freaked.
Anyway, I should go to bed and write when I'm not feeling down. I need sleep. Gnight.
Lotsalove, Char
You know I was all full of energy before and I didn't want to go to bed but now that I started an entry all of a sudden I mostly want to sleep. Strange. I wonder if I do have anemia after all? They had to take blood from my vein a few days ago for my physical, it was not fun. I'm really not a needle person, or a blood person, and I don't like seeing blood in such amounts being taken from me. And here was me, all brave, wanting to give blood for the school blood donation. I would have freaked.
Anyway, I should go to bed and write when I'm not feeling down. I need sleep. Gnight.
Lotsalove, Char