Missing my home away from home
Ok, so i have been home from camp for like not ever 3 hours, and omg, i wanna go back so bad!! I know so many people couldnt wait to get out of there... I know what they mean, but as muchi wanted to leave for the bad reasons i wanted to stay for them too!
I used to think that freeland had alot of drama, and then i became a staff member, and omg, like most of it was my fault, like mine and Ivans "heart to heart" omg, i wish that would have went differently, so bad, i know none of you know what i am talking about cause you have no clue what we were talking about... but, god, i love ivan so much, but i think i really fucked up that friendship... i think we can work through it though, that is what camp is all about... oh god, i am crying again lol, i have never cried so much, i mean we started crying ramdomly at dinner, because of aaron howards letter, god bless you aaron howard, you are the most amazing person that god has ever created, and you have changed my life so much i have no clue what i am going to do without next summer, like you said in your letter...
" I know that there has been alot of drama this summer and that because of this some of you have chosen to not return here next june. However, i want you to know that i think that the good far outweighs the bad. The darkness may sometimes seem overwhelming, but even the smallest candle can hold it back. Love is more than a candle; 'love can ignite the stars'
It is true that camp is for the kids, but every time i leave this place, i leave changed."
Aaron Howard, you are seriously, truly, deeply, amazing, and i have no clue what i would have done without you for the past 4 years!
And then there was that time at like 3 in the morning while i taped over billys movie he was making... i didnt mean to, we were on the porch and i picked it up and like, everyone started saying their goodbyes to billy then the pauls and kyle tan out naked... no suprise there, and so i taped them saying their goodbyes to billy... i felt so bad... gosh, so now like, billy and ivan hate me lol... jk...
I am talking to kate latty right now... my fucking hero! omg, everyone from camp is signing on... scot ferg... kate... whitney... ahhh, what will i do!
I am going to cry!
Mucho love to all!!!
Tay
I used to think that freeland had alot of drama, and then i became a staff member, and omg, like most of it was my fault, like mine and Ivans "heart to heart" omg, i wish that would have went differently, so bad, i know none of you know what i am talking about cause you have no clue what we were talking about... but, god, i love ivan so much, but i think i really fucked up that friendship... i think we can work through it though, that is what camp is all about... oh god, i am crying again lol, i have never cried so much, i mean we started crying ramdomly at dinner, because of aaron howards letter, god bless you aaron howard, you are the most amazing person that god has ever created, and you have changed my life so much i have no clue what i am going to do without next summer, like you said in your letter...
" I know that there has been alot of drama this summer and that because of this some of you have chosen to not return here next june. However, i want you to know that i think that the good far outweighs the bad. The darkness may sometimes seem overwhelming, but even the smallest candle can hold it back. Love is more than a candle; 'love can ignite the stars'
It is true that camp is for the kids, but every time i leave this place, i leave changed."
Aaron Howard, you are seriously, truly, deeply, amazing, and i have no clue what i would have done without you for the past 4 years!
And then there was that time at like 3 in the morning while i taped over billys movie he was making... i didnt mean to, we were on the porch and i picked it up and like, everyone started saying their goodbyes to billy then the pauls and kyle tan out naked... no suprise there, and so i taped them saying their goodbyes to billy... i felt so bad... gosh, so now like, billy and ivan hate me lol... jk...
I am talking to kate latty right now... my fucking hero! omg, everyone from camp is signing on... scot ferg... kate... whitney... ahhh, what will i do!
I am going to cry!
Mucho love to all!!!
Tay