Jun 03, 2004 03:00
i've been reading various people LJ thingies, and there seems to be a common denominator. did i spell that wrong? anyways. most people seem to post serious stuff. even things that arent serious, at least seem to make sense. obviously there's the occasional non serious thing but mostly, serious.
but then i look at my crap. so far, i've spoken about how eminem is a whiney loser who needs to stop his bitching and enjoy his billions. um, slow people who piss me off. lemons that seem to torment me by squirtying my face (oh and chili right?) um lame police jokes. the stabbery/scoopery shit. its all a load of crap. why can't i write down serious crap?
i went to start writing down something serious, and as i typed it, i deleted it. it wasnt coming out the way i wanted. and in a way, i think the reason i'm even doing this entry, is in the hope that as i type, serious points or issues will come through, and i'll be able to type more freely. i could even delete all this other crap.....^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^.............leaving, as the end result, the serious stuff.
i was going to write down some more old "Happy-Sad Book" entries (thats what i call the little black books that are my diaries). they wouldnt have been like the other crap i wrote down from there, they'd be more lame crap that nobody ever thinks about, coz nobody ever needs to know type stuff. um, pen lid chewing maybe, or, a 4 or so page description of fire. just fire. or a bunch of stupidly random questions to ask people in order to get them to think you're an idiot...."if you were a jelly baby, what colour would u be, and why?".....hhhmmmm, maybe next time. as you've probably realised by now, my attempt at writing something serious has failed terribley. back to the drawing board huh? nobody reads this crap anyways, 2 people that i know of now, BONUS!!!
why is there a "blah" in the mood section but no "bleh"? bleh is better than blah, hmmm.
seeya guys, have a good one, and dont be thinking too hard about anything,....EVER