maybe i should...
maybe i should just get rid of this. all i ever use it for is to vent anyway. it works a little better than my journal, because now the whole world can read my thoughts and not just my mom.
another thing NOBODY is allowed in my room anymore. not my parents, brother, boyfriend or (if i had any) friends. privacy is just a stupid sham.
i feel crappy, its tuesday, my period is evil, i'm tired, and i want this week to be over with. i don't think i want to do anything on independence day. just stay home and be lazy, no fireworks, nothing. that's pretty much what i'm doing now. absolutely nothing except for losing my mind. oh, don't be like them i'm not cutting myself or anything, DON'T JUST ASSUME PEOPLE!!!
okay... that was utterly pointless. cuz i know that none of you are going to read this anyway. so i'm pretty much wasting my breath and time.
i'm going to finish breakfast, drive to work, talk to pam, call mom, get through work, come home, help dad with the stupid hedges, clean my room, possibly eat, not talk to anyone tonight, and go to bed. and repeat tomorrow minus the hedges and lawn tomorrow. just adding seeing mike for a little bit. cool.
bye people.
another thing NOBODY is allowed in my room anymore. not my parents, brother, boyfriend or (if i had any) friends. privacy is just a stupid sham.
i feel crappy, its tuesday, my period is evil, i'm tired, and i want this week to be over with. i don't think i want to do anything on independence day. just stay home and be lazy, no fireworks, nothing. that's pretty much what i'm doing now. absolutely nothing except for losing my mind. oh, don't be like them i'm not cutting myself or anything, DON'T JUST ASSUME PEOPLE!!!
okay... that was utterly pointless. cuz i know that none of you are going to read this anyway. so i'm pretty much wasting my breath and time.
i'm going to finish breakfast, drive to work, talk to pam, call mom, get through work, come home, help dad with the stupid hedges, clean my room, possibly eat, not talk to anyone tonight, and go to bed. and repeat tomorrow minus the hedges and lawn tomorrow. just adding seeing mike for a little bit. cool.
bye people.