10 minutes

[happy37]

I wonder.....

why I worry so much.
how well I will teach starting next week.
what I'm doing on my birthday (but I want to be surprised!)
what kids in africa feel like right now.
what it's like to not have enough food.
how well I actually live like Jesus.
if Jesus ever wanted to be alone.
why I'm so afraid of making mistakes.

I hope.....

to be an excellent teacher, not a good teacher, someday.
to be married, someday.
to have a family, someday.
to never stop singing.
to never stop writing.
for the oppressed to be free.
for the greatest happiness for all my friends and family.

I've always wanted to, but have never.....

taken dance lessons
played piano
gone to Hawaii
watched a sunrise
done missions work in another country (oh Jamaica....)
been in another country
gone to a concert

I want to.....
make someone's day a little brighter, even if I don't know that I do so.
"shine like a star" (Phil.)
stop eating so much sugar! ;)
exercise....I really miss it.
play in the fall leaves.
let children know they are loved. Even if it's just one child.