i really have nothing to say
so i have nothing really to say on what has happened within the last week. some of you who saw me and knew what had happened you all took care of me and made me feel better. i apologize to everyone about the whole drinking thing. i know i made some promises and i never intended to break it but it just happened. most of you who know me knows i would never break a promise.so im sorry. but yea. for those of you who dont know i got really mad and pissed off at myself and went to a party and drank. once again i apologize.
anyways nothing really has been goin on with me i worked, and of course worked out. but this time i over worked out due to some stress and anger i had and i pulled a musceal in my right leg and right before a softball game. tonight was the game and i hit the ball pretty good but half way i felt that musceal tear and seperate. i had to sit out both games and i was mad at my self. i hurt my self pretty bad. i cant work out or really do anything for a week. that makes me even more mad. anyways.....ummm so you know what someone told me the other day when i was on the phone? i asked them why do i always end up liking someone and they either flirt back or end up whatever and then is all like i like you as a friend, and this person was like its becuz your too nice. and im like what the fuck?! how the fuck else am i suppose to be? like the fuckin guys? like fuckin assholes and pricks every girl seems to be fuckin dating? no i dont think so. but you know i thought about it and i dont need any more fuckin friends. i have alot and i love you guys for it. but you know how am i really suppose to be for someone not to just like me as a friend? now not to get all conseeded but i think im pretty fuckin good when it comes to being a lover/girlfriend "boyfriend" type. i treat them how the really deserve to be treated and not how fuckin asshole pricks treat them just to get in their pants. ok well im just pissin myself off now. im tired, im hurt, and im mad. great. oh well you just gotta live around it. i can do that im strong. lol anyways have a nice weekend guys. love ya. peace
snicker
anyways nothing really has been goin on with me i worked, and of course worked out. but this time i over worked out due to some stress and anger i had and i pulled a musceal in my right leg and right before a softball game. tonight was the game and i hit the ball pretty good but half way i felt that musceal tear and seperate. i had to sit out both games and i was mad at my self. i hurt my self pretty bad. i cant work out or really do anything for a week. that makes me even more mad. anyways.....ummm so you know what someone told me the other day when i was on the phone? i asked them why do i always end up liking someone and they either flirt back or end up whatever and then is all like i like you as a friend, and this person was like its becuz your too nice. and im like what the fuck?! how the fuck else am i suppose to be? like the fuckin guys? like fuckin assholes and pricks every girl seems to be fuckin dating? no i dont think so. but you know i thought about it and i dont need any more fuckin friends. i have alot and i love you guys for it. but you know how am i really suppose to be for someone not to just like me as a friend? now not to get all conseeded but i think im pretty fuckin good when it comes to being a lover/girlfriend "boyfriend" type. i treat them how the really deserve to be treated and not how fuckin asshole pricks treat them just to get in their pants. ok well im just pissin myself off now. im tired, im hurt, and im mad. great. oh well you just gotta live around it. i can do that im strong. lol anyways have a nice weekend guys. love ya. peace
snicker