Rough few days.
I had a semi bad weekend and it's continuing into the week. I'll give ya the short story. Saturday I planned to clean carpet with the help of my mom. Carpet cleaner didn't work. Borrowed another one. Josh's mom called and said we was going to take food to Greg and Louise's. Louise just had a knee replacement. Then she plans out what I'm making for me. That annoys me. Anyway it was 2 I hadn't even started cleaning carpet and we had to be there by 6. Needless to say I was ready to scram. Rachel bossed me around like I had no ideal how to take food to someone. I was so frustrated I was shaking. I couldn't find my anxiety meds anywhere. It was a long day that got the best of me. Sunday wasn't so bad but I had to spend it with Josh's mom so he could get his breaks changed. Monday I cleaned house and came to work. Rachel came got Julie when I left for work and told her she could spend the night. Ugh do I even exist as a parent to her. Tuesday she gripped that her house was a wreck and that she wanted to pick beans. 1st off her house was a wreck cause she lets Julie drag out all her cake pans and skillets and everything else. 2nd it was pouring the rain and no one picks beans in the rain. So I told her that I was cleaning carpet and didn't want to leave until I finished which was 30 minuets tops that I could come get her or she could bring her now. Then she replys with no I'll just keep her I don't want to ruin your plans and I told her keeping Julie never ruins my day. Then she threw a fit to keep her. What the heck. Then I came to work. It was just as bad. This morning I washed a load of jeans and my laundry room was flooded. Thankfully mom was keeping Julie at the house so Lowell could fix it. He told mom that he thought it was a hose which was totally an cheap easy fix but instead he just buys a whole new washer. Woot. I wish I had that kind of money to blow. I'm going to be thankful either way but I hope they get me a front loader like theres. Today at work has been horrible. I have all 3 kids. Justin's sick and katelyn has whined and cried over everything. Where the heck is 6pm. I do not know but I think I'm going to stop on the way home an replenish the wine at my house and have a glass after Julie crashes.
In other news josh and I waiting to buy a house.