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Hey everyone. How are you? I hope good!! Things here have been good and bad. I just haven't had time to update about it.
Julie's 2 year check up was good. He said she was right on track. She didn't like it at all this time. She didn't even won't them to get her weight and measure her. She was 37in and 29.8 lbs. She's getting big. He did address my potty training issues and tell me it was all normal. Thank goodness. After her apt we went shopping for baby shower gifts for miss Hannah. I was so thankful for my ring sling. She went right to sleep!! Afterwords we got her an ice cream at Dairy Queen and she didn't want it. She just wanted the ice out of Josh's cup. In other Julie news she can almost swim with her paddle jumper on. She loves water so I didn't figure we'd have trouble teaching her. She's just growing up on me to fast.
Things with Josh and I have been rocky the past few days. Thursday night we was taking and I mentioned wanting to have another baby. I do this from time to time and we talk about it and then I realize nows not the time and move on. No big deal. Well this time he just flat out says no. There was no talking about it or anything. It really upset me. I felt like he treated me like a 5 year old asking for a puppy I wouldn't take care of. It made me furious. I pretty much ignored him the rest of the night and yes I know that wasn't mature but he was just trying to get sex and that was the last thing I wanted!! Friday evening we semi talked about it and I feel done better.
Things with me are decent I suppose. I'm in a very awkward phase. Some days I want another baby so bad and others I'm like you crazy person why in the world would you think that. Your just now figuring out who you are since you had Julie. Also I don't know how I'd have time for 2. But hopefully this phase shall pass. So I have some major time off next week. Wednesday is the only day I have to work and I don't even have to work all of it. Yay!! I'm so excited. I'm gonna work on the house, clean carpet and spend time with my babes!! I'm excited. In other news I've gotten to spoil myself the last few days. I ordered a little frog ring sling. It's rainbow. I'm so excited to get it. I have an addiction to baby wearing. I wish it had started when Julie was younger but I was so uneducated then. If there is a baby #2 I will!! I also got an origami owl necklace and 2 dresses when we went shopping the other day. Yay. I needed to take care of myself.
After her shots
Before her apt. And 1 of my new dresses.
On the road
Look at her.
I love her more than words can explain!!!
My brother giving her a wagon ride