crotchet, kasut, checkered and sailorette.
sial uh, four high-class minahs and st james! superrr fun, as always! mas preggo sia, reserved seating only. the best perk-me-up before school starts!
oh yea, my module allocation pretty much sucks. everyone i know is not in the same group as me = loner ttm! totally fmylife manz. i'm hoping for a blessing in disguise, but it's really tiring to hope. i know best.
i don't usually reveal how i'm really feeling inside. yea what you see is usually just what i want you to see. when it gets too tiring to keep it all in, i will not burst/pop/explode. nah, that's total lack of control, i'm much stronger than that. they're usually just cracks. cracks means there'll be leakage somewhere. just a leakage that can be repaired with white plaster, then painted to blend in till you won't even notice it was there. no evidence of any damage done.
i guess that's why people hardly notice when i'm cracking. that's why i've gotten used to people not noticing. and when someone finally does, it feels as much like a stomp on the foot as a reassuring hug. such a weird, alien feeling. i mean, everyone gets this too right? so when you see someone cracking, do you offer comfort or pretend not to notice?
i am really not looking forward to school. sissy says,"i'd be pretty fucked up too if i were you." you bet sissy, i get totally fucked up when i think about it. zongy says,"i feel for you, minah!". if only he was coming with me, but no such luck.
how many times can i break till i shatter..
i love my title cus it makes us sound like moony, wormtail, padfoot and prongs. yay, i'm padfoot!
oh yea, my module allocation pretty much sucks. everyone i know is not in the same group as me = loner ttm! totally fmylife manz. i'm hoping for a blessing in disguise, but it's really tiring to hope. i know best.
i don't usually reveal how i'm really feeling inside. yea what you see is usually just what i want you to see. when it gets too tiring to keep it all in, i will not burst/pop/explode. nah, that's total lack of control, i'm much stronger than that. they're usually just cracks. cracks means there'll be leakage somewhere. just a leakage that can be repaired with white plaster, then painted to blend in till you won't even notice it was there. no evidence of any damage done.
i guess that's why people hardly notice when i'm cracking. that's why i've gotten used to people not noticing. and when someone finally does, it feels as much like a stomp on the foot as a reassuring hug. such a weird, alien feeling. i mean, everyone gets this too right? so when you see someone cracking, do you offer comfort or pretend not to notice?
i am really not looking forward to school. sissy says,"i'd be pretty fucked up too if i were you." you bet sissy, i get totally fucked up when i think about it. zongy says,"i feel for you, minah!". if only he was coming with me, but no such luck.
how many times can i break till i shatter..
i love my title cus it makes us sound like moony, wormtail, padfoot and prongs. yay, i'm padfoot!