Jul 09, 2009 22:25
cus i've got one..
i think i'm happiest when i sleep. cus when i sleep, i get to dream dreams. a couple of nightmares, a handful of disjointed nonsense, but mostly nice, beautiful dreams. when i sleep, i get to experience what i can't in real life. i feel what i don't usually get to feel. pretty pathetic huh, but that's a really nice feeling. cus in dreams, everything usually goes the way you want it to, and everything feels alright, sometimes even perfect, almost. it kills you to wake up and realise it was just a dream, doesn't it? just like how since primary school teachers warn us not to end our essays that way cus it really sucks to know that it didn't happen after all.
when reality calls and it's time to come back, you can't help but to cling on to the dream, wishing and hoping it were true. yeap, in that confused, shadowy, halfway state between sleeping and wakening, you'd rather seek solace in the dream, won't you?