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ha! sitting here at new college with evan, reading some really old thoughts (from last year, but they're old) and looking at some not so old pictures from the cardboard regatta last week; with enough determination you can make anything float, or at least make it a good time, that includes the USS cardboard pyramid. today was the first morning in a long while where i was up to see the sunrise, even if it was cloudy and drizzling it was still something else to see the rays coming through. i stayed up the whole night last night- working on a paper deconstructing analytic theism (what does that even mean? nine pages). it was good to get some stir crazy procrastination out of my system; i'm happy with the paper and happy it's done, i've been feeling like i'm in limbo and wanting to work my way through. this morning could have been the start of something new, pretty much all i remember from the last few weeks right now is last night's delirious typing and singing in the car at five in the morning after eating pancakes, with kerem looking at the rain instead of the road. now of course it's sunny and hot and i've got no plans, and i'm excited for the weekend and excited for ev and excited for when i'll see all my friends and be able to kiss my girl again and catch up with everything or let things catch up to me. i've been getting these flashbacks to a smell or a taste or a little memory part of some bigger phase, and it's definitely time to keep on making good ones. i really like it here, i'm really excited to come home. i think i said that a month ago, limbo! i am gonna take a shower, big bear hug- be good guys and i love you and see you all soon