Sep 16, 2005 12:56
sometimes I forget that everything is temporary and I let it get me down. I went to work last night and this morning suddenly all of yesterday's problems seem so far away. I am back where I started and really, nothing was wrong with where I started. I have a great home, great family, school opportunities up the yin yang and a consistent group of friends that always remain no matter who else pops in and out of my life. I wish all hell didn't have to break loose in order for me to feel good again, but as they say, things have to get worse before they can get better. Not everyone gets along forever and that's fine...I'll be the first to admit that I am an extremely difficult person to have as a long-term friend. I'm just thankful that there are people who are patient enough to stick around...because I do try and I always stick around for good people. To top it off I've caught the attention of an amazing boy...intelligent, creative, cute as hell and a non-smoker...Hallelujah he doesn't smoke. We'll see if it progresses, but even if it doesn't, I know he's going to be a great addition to my life, no matter what title he falls under.