just in case you forgot....
Reading someone's journal gives you an insight into what goes on below the surface. Don't think for a second that you have the smallest iota of who I am just because I open myself up through a screen. I have a lot of thoughts that run through my mind constantly every day...and they're not all doom and gloom. If you've had a 10 minute conversation with me in person, you have a better idea of what kind of person I am than if you've read through years of my journals. Journals for me are for venting the shit that is hard to hold in. I hate these assholes who are friends with me until they see that "oh shit, she gets upset too"...I'm not going to apologize for being human, dick. Suddenly it's all "clear" to them and I'm labeled as someone who isn't stable enough to hang out with. I don't give a fuck anymore. If you can't handle that the only time I write is when I'm upset and you can't look at or 'remember' the quirky giggly girl you actually hang out with, then I don't want shit to do with you anyway. If you're not going to talk to me, than don't talk about me. You have nothing to talk about anyway because you have no idea.