I was watching Doomsday today and, sadly enough, they haven't changed the ending yet...

May 04, 2009 19:23

I've been nudged.  Yes, folks, it has happened; I have taken too much time out of my schedule to be freaking out about school to post for about three weeks now.  It doesn't matter that the nudger in question hasn't been on for about FIVE weeks (cough cough WHOVIAN42 cough cough) because I feel guilty checking on just long enough to check my friends page every once and a while.  So...this means I have to think of something to write about.
AP tests...not really the most engaging subject.  Freaking out, except not about tomorrow's, weirdly enough, but already terrified, petrified, horrified, and traumatized about Monday's bio test.  Right.  Not talking about that.
Erm, yeah, so eating lunch today with the guy I like and his new girlfriend...was that extraordinarly awkward, or was it just me?  I am relieved, however, that they weren't all "dull sublunary lover" nonsense, as I was somehow anticipating, although I honestly can't quite picture that.
Ok, back to APs.  Government was surprisingly, delightingly easy.  I mean, not "easy" in that I'm confident that I got a 5, but "easy" in that I'm no longer as sure that I failed as I was last night, when I was apparently so messed up that my mother forbade me from studying after eight and actually commanded me to go play Rock Band.  And so...I'm afraid that I'm going to have the other extreme today, as I feel pretty good about computers right now and am going to do as little studying as I possibly can.  Tomorrow is, I expect, going to be much, much harder than I'm anticipating.
I keep getting these college brochures sent, what with their pretty pictures of the campus and surrounding areas and grinning students in bio labs and hanging around in dorms, and I keep falling in love with different colleges.  However, I've learned that they all employ the same dirty trick of putting the tuition information on the very last page, after one's already gotten hooked.  Then, one reads the large, five-digit number and they small blurb at the bottom of the page saying "scholarships awarded based on need only" and is filled with a deep, dark pit of emptiness, knowing the depressing information that once one does go away to college, one will be fully aware that the perfect one is somewhere else, far, far away.  (If anyone is indeed interested, this happened to me today with Washington University in St. Louis.)
Alas, I'll probably end up going somewhere boring and in-state.  *sigh*  And my mom just told me that there's no way she'd let me study abroad, so taking a psychology course in the heart of England is nothing but a brilliant, faded memory from an alternate universe...
This post certainly took a depressing turn.  I think I'll go study for APs some more...wish me luck...and then, of course, watch House.  Anyone else see the House/Cuddy action in the preview?!?  I'm pumped.

livejournal, college, procrastination, drama, ap grades

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