*♥39*~...!
The ball was super amazing~~!! ♥
Miwako's so glad she got to see all of you looking so beautiful~~
Thank you for everyone who danced with me~~
And thank you to Kyoukun for being an incredibly fantastic escort~~ ♥
I always wonder if this chaos and violence will ever stop.
It is so often that these things happen... I suppose it is to be expected, considering where we are, though.
Keep your cheer, Purgatorium~ ♥
[private // hackable]
Miwako can barely stand this anymore...
I miss Arashi. I miss Hiroyuki --- I'm not even supposed to miss Hiro. I'm not allowed. I can't. I shouldn't.
Would Miwako be here... if she had made a different choice?
I miss Caroline. I miss Sissy. I miss Alice and George and Isabella and
Seijisama and Hamachan and everyone.
I miss home. No matter what Miwako does to her house here, it's never Mama's house, never Sissy's house, never Arashi's apartment, Risa's house, never the atelier. It's never anything but this cute, not-so-happy house; this cute, empty little house. I don't want to resent it; I've put a lot of work into it.
But it's getting so hard.
Miwako's tummy hurts more and more lately. I can't do anything.
I gave Hiro's love away... I gave Arashi's love away... Santa, Papa... Arashi and Hiro would be so upset... There's no cure. It's in my head. It's supposed to be in my head.
But Miwako can't deal with anything by herself. There has to be that certain magic, magical love, or else... it hurts too much to even try.
I wish Miwako's bed wasn't incessantly empty. Her tummy hurts too much for everything to be so cold and lonesome.[/private // hackable]
Miwako's so glad she got to see all of you looking so beautiful~~
Thank you for everyone who danced with me~~
And thank you to Kyoukun for being an incredibly fantastic escort~~ ♥
I always wonder if this chaos and violence will ever stop.
It is so often that these things happen... I suppose it is to be expected, considering where we are, though.
Keep your cheer, Purgatorium~ ♥
[private // hackable]
Miwako can barely stand this anymore...
I miss Arashi. I miss Hiroyuki --- I'm not even supposed to miss Hiro. I'm not allowed. I can't. I shouldn't.
Would Miwako be here... if she had made a different choice?
I miss Caroline. I miss Sissy. I miss Alice and George and Isabella and
Seijisama and Hamachan and everyone.
I miss home. No matter what Miwako does to her house here, it's never Mama's house, never Sissy's house, never Arashi's apartment, Risa's house, never the atelier. It's never anything but this cute, not-so-happy house; this cute, empty little house. I don't want to resent it; I've put a lot of work into it.
But it's getting so hard.
Miwako's tummy hurts more and more lately. I can't do anything.
I gave Hiro's love away... I gave Arashi's love away... Santa, Papa... Arashi and Hiro would be so upset... There's no cure. It's in my head. It's supposed to be in my head.
But Miwako can't deal with anything by herself. There has to be that certain magic, magical love, or else... it hurts too much to even try.
I wish Miwako's bed wasn't incessantly empty. Her tummy hurts too much for everything to be so cold and lonesome.[/private // hackable]