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i am now officially jobless. it feels weird. like school, star offered a sense of direction, like my life is going somewhere or is bound to end somewhere significant. that was the beauty of being in school. you're free to laugh, think, and chill, leaving the question of what you're supposed to do in life for later.
now, i am faced with those kind of questions. and of course, i'm also faced with the question of where i'm going to find money to keep the ref full.
at least there's still some pancit canton and corned beef in the cabinet(jen bought those but they're still there) so all is not lost. and there' still some eggs and hotdog in the ref. and i still have my laptop. and i still have internet. so i guess all is not lost. and i still have my girlfriend who still loves me even though i am now jobless.
i want to say that i'm still going to pursue my dream of being a filipino film director but i don;t have the energy right now. so there. maybe i'd be able to say that again after a few days. :)
now, i am faced with those kind of questions. and of course, i'm also faced with the question of where i'm going to find money to keep the ref full.
at least there's still some pancit canton and corned beef in the cabinet(jen bought those but they're still there) so all is not lost. and there' still some eggs and hotdog in the ref. and i still have my laptop. and i still have internet. so i guess all is not lost. and i still have my girlfriend who still loves me even though i am now jobless.
i want to say that i'm still going to pursue my dream of being a filipino film director but i don;t have the energy right now. so there. maybe i'd be able to say that again after a few days. :)