tell all the philly girls, about the hottie girl back in CT, the hottie girl that u date.
i dont even know where i have been for the past week.
I know that i worked, and that i stoppped working, thank god. That job almost killed me but i had some good times. My last two days, were good. I worked with Josh. And we closed together and he slept in his car and i got the pleasure of waking him up the next morning. yeah. cool.
I have spent 83274892656 hours at the sheilds house. There has been stress and minor drama but nothing huge. and i really DO NOT remeber ANYTHING about these past few days. It all just kinda bleded into one.
I know i took jess sko out for breakfast for her b-day.
and that we ran into ian there and it was tres fab.
I know i went to adams after and then left crying, but i dont remeber why.
I know i have had many conversations with porkie about growing up, and missing each other..
and a few random talks with eric serdechny.
today, however, was amazing. MY FIRST DAY OF SENIOR YEAR. And fun this year, shall be unstoppable. I saw SO MANY kids today, and they all were like, HOLY SHIT ITS LAURA YOUR SUCH A FUCKING HOTTIE. true story. i got hot. yeah yeah. i saw KYLE, and that made my whole day. HE GOT TALL, and i love him so much. It was awesome to see all the kids again. It was weird thou, to be kinda in a way looking for kids who graduated. I looked for porkie, thats it. And surprisingly, the hallway time wasnt awkward. it was like, new hallways. I wasnt like, holy shit thats where i talked to porkie everyday or omg thats adams locker. it was new. idk. It was awesome.
and im suddenly like, this isnt going to TOTALLY suck. Look at all these kids i have. Look at this fucking year ahead of me! this is going to ROCK FACE! and im happy. end of story. I have everything i could possibly want, even if it is a little twisted. This is going to work. This has to work.
I know that i worked, and that i stoppped working, thank god. That job almost killed me but i had some good times. My last two days, were good. I worked with Josh. And we closed together and he slept in his car and i got the pleasure of waking him up the next morning. yeah. cool.
I have spent 83274892656 hours at the sheilds house. There has been stress and minor drama but nothing huge. and i really DO NOT remeber ANYTHING about these past few days. It all just kinda bleded into one.
I know i took jess sko out for breakfast for her b-day.
and that we ran into ian there and it was tres fab.
I know i went to adams after and then left crying, but i dont remeber why.
I know i have had many conversations with porkie about growing up, and missing each other..
and a few random talks with eric serdechny.
today, however, was amazing. MY FIRST DAY OF SENIOR YEAR. And fun this year, shall be unstoppable. I saw SO MANY kids today, and they all were like, HOLY SHIT ITS LAURA YOUR SUCH A FUCKING HOTTIE. true story. i got hot. yeah yeah. i saw KYLE, and that made my whole day. HE GOT TALL, and i love him so much. It was awesome to see all the kids again. It was weird thou, to be kinda in a way looking for kids who graduated. I looked for porkie, thats it. And surprisingly, the hallway time wasnt awkward. it was like, new hallways. I wasnt like, holy shit thats where i talked to porkie everyday or omg thats adams locker. it was new. idk. It was awesome.
and im suddenly like, this isnt going to TOTALLY suck. Look at all these kids i have. Look at this fucking year ahead of me! this is going to ROCK FACE! and im happy. end of story. I have everything i could possibly want, even if it is a little twisted. This is going to work. This has to work.