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i slept all day today (on and off, but still not a good sign for me). It usually means I'm really depressed. Not really really but enough that I don't want to deal with it directly. I think I actually don't want the movie to end. It did have it's fun moments. And I won't be doing any other acting any time soon. And the assistant director was so cool. It was fun just hanging around with the other people in it. Working (acting) felt good. Because I secretly want to be an actress on one hand but don't think it's ever going to happen on the other hand. My self-doubt is so crippling.