Feb 10, 2006 03:29
So yeah, maybe i'm just over-thinking everything(as i've been known to do), but my conclusion is that the new chick at work by the name erika (not to be confused with my previous romantic interest erica) isn't in fact interested in me. Or it is something that developed semi-recently, as in she might have been somewhat interested at first. its a stupid story, but suffice to say, every time i have tried to hang out with her (before and after i got her number) she gives me some sort of excuse or something. So i've kinda given up. its not worth figguring out if she has any interest in me or not. espically since her name so closely resembles the other one. so fuck it. i dont need the stress or bullshit.
also at work: two people today mentioned how i'm amusing today. it bothered me. they were my coworkers (but not in the cafe, just in the rest of the store). it bothered me too much. it probably shouldn't have bothered me at all. maybe i'm just entirely not used to compliments or anything good said about me (to me)... its kinda strange.