Jan 25, 2007 23:22
have you ever seen a movie..
where you just know what should happen?
but it's not going there..
and your like hitting yourself over and over again trying to tell the person to do what they know is right and what everyone else knows is right.
it's one of those situations just in real life with real people and real emotions, people take emotions to lightly.
i still can't believe guys would call girls they "love" stupid whores or dumb bitch or that kinda shit.
why? why even hit girls?
if there is one thing in my life that i would never do is hit a girl
or let myself get so deep into dept that my children will not have a ride to school or have food on the table. i would rather die then put a living soul thru that.
i hate having this feeling in me.
that choked up feeling you get when you think about sumthing,
i mean... don't get me wrong. i live for this fucking feeling.
but it's crazy how much i feel it, how much i want it. what i would do for it.
i miss the summer oh so much
when i had no worries. a job. more pot than i could handle.drunken nights with the girl that made me feel so god dam special that it was surreal. the people that brought tears to my eyes over a simple joke. those are the moments that i live for.
i would give anything for another night laying in the middle of no where[Literally] just to smoke a cig and watch everying go by.
the good days of good beer and good bud.
hey if your reading this....
summertime, summertime...
brought me back to thinking you were mine
all those times. put it down left it all behind we were blind
oh the summertime.