Toilets
So i was leaning there looking over it feeling so incredibally nauseated to rethinking the whole situation. listening to what he said and trying to understand it. then everything came out everywhere. i had to stay in there for 10 minutes with lysol cleaning everything. it was a bigger mess then when it had begun. its getting crazy. but when i don't do it i feel worse if that is even possible. someitmes the insane just seems more sane