Hmm.....

Oct 04, 2004 10:29

Whenever something bad happens, I feel that someone's laughing..... Call that weird, yet it happens most of the time, specially whenever I do something stupid or I make a fatal mistake( I over empahize on the 'fatal' but you cna get my drift) It seems that someone or something wants me dead, or wants me humiliated to the point that I cannot do anything productive anymore....

Yet the power to go against this invisible foe is stong, cause I know that the enemy cannot hurt me. It can only distract me or distance me from my goal. Whenever 'it' trips me I can stand tall again but sometimes it successfully distances me from my job at hand.

I can never kill 'it' or escape 'it'. I just hope that I can go against 'it' whenever I fall.....

The funny part here is, whenever I fall, I tend to burn out like a phoenix. And whenever I take heart and stand up again I'm reborn like a phoenix....

coincidence? Craziness? Or just a waste of free internet time in the library? you decicide >.

random thoughts

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