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So here's the main update of the day:
I am a coward.
I slept with the lamp in my room on last night. Why? Because I was like "OMG I WAS FLIPPING THROUGH THE CHANNELS AND ACCIDENTALLY SAW 1.2 SECONDS OF *INSERT VARIOUS HORROR FLICKS HERE* AND NOW I KNOW THE MONSTER/MURDERER/THING FROM *INSERT MOVIE TITLE* IS GOING TO COME AND GET ME OHHHH MYYY GOODDD TT____TT" Yes. That's right. I'm utterly terrified of scary movies. So sue me. ._. Why is it that everybody else can atleast SEE them, if not laugh at them? I can't even watch the previews without freakin' wetting myself. D: This is the only reason I miss having my little sister sleeping in the same room as me. It helped alleviate my feelings of "OMG IMMA GONNA GET KILLED. T_T" But now she's across the hall and I am open prey to all creatures/murderers/things. *sob* And today, I got hooked on a marathon of SPPOOOOKKKYYYY SHOWS (has to be typed out that way to emulate the "proper" way of saying it) about haunted places, thus I am now convinced that a ghost is going to come out and eat me. Or something like that. Even though ghosts can't harm people, just freak them out. STILL. ;_; Plus, it doesn't help that my mom informed me that once, when she was a kid, she lived in a house where a guy had hung himself. While she was living there, she didn't know about it, but she NEVER liked the house. She was terrified to be alone there and ABSOLUTELY would not sleep by herself. When they moved out, her parents told her about the guy. AND THAT STORY REALLY DOESN'T HELP MY CASE. >_> ...Even though the people who lived here before us were the only people to ever live in this house other than us and nobody died here and this land used to be just forest and not old houses or anything. ... ._. And then my cats make noise while playing at night so it's like "WHAT WAS THAT?! OBVIOUSLY A CREATURE/GHOST/MONSTER/MURDERER COMING TO GET ME OH GOD"
So, I tried to go to bed just about five minutes ago, right? (With the lights on of course) But just five minutes of lying there. In the quiet. By myself. Made me go "OH MY GOD SOMETHING IS PROBABLY SNEAKING UP ON ME NEED MUSIC NOW." But I can't sleep with music. So it's either ATTEMPT at sleeping or staying up. I choose staying up, even though I know I'm going to pay for it tomorrow during school. I'll probably be able at first light of dawn though. I'll atleast get a few hours under my belt. I'll take my dexedrine too. That'll keep me awake tomorrow.
GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I WANT TO GO TO BED!!! BUT I CAN'T! DAMN IT! THIS IS THE ONE THING I HATE ABOUT HALLOWEEN. ALL THE SCARY GHOST-MURDERER SHIT IS ON TV AND STUFF AND I GET EXPOSED TO IT, THUS MAKING ME NOT SLEEP. AT ALL. ;_;
... *sniffle* I'm going to go drown myself in 4Chan and Rozen Maiden stuff.
I am a coward.
I slept with the lamp in my room on last night. Why? Because I was like "OMG I WAS FLIPPING THROUGH THE CHANNELS AND ACCIDENTALLY SAW 1.2 SECONDS OF *INSERT VARIOUS HORROR FLICKS HERE* AND NOW I KNOW THE MONSTER/MURDERER/THING FROM *INSERT MOVIE TITLE* IS GOING TO COME AND GET ME OHHHH MYYY GOODDD TT____TT" Yes. That's right. I'm utterly terrified of scary movies. So sue me. ._. Why is it that everybody else can atleast SEE them, if not laugh at them? I can't even watch the previews without freakin' wetting myself. D: This is the only reason I miss having my little sister sleeping in the same room as me. It helped alleviate my feelings of "OMG IMMA GONNA GET KILLED. T_T" But now she's across the hall and I am open prey to all creatures/murderers/things. *sob* And today, I got hooked on a marathon of SPPOOOOKKKYYYY SHOWS (has to be typed out that way to emulate the "proper" way of saying it) about haunted places, thus I am now convinced that a ghost is going to come out and eat me. Or something like that. Even though ghosts can't harm people, just freak them out. STILL. ;_; Plus, it doesn't help that my mom informed me that once, when she was a kid, she lived in a house where a guy had hung himself. While she was living there, she didn't know about it, but she NEVER liked the house. She was terrified to be alone there and ABSOLUTELY would not sleep by herself. When they moved out, her parents told her about the guy. AND THAT STORY REALLY DOESN'T HELP MY CASE. >_> ...Even though the people who lived here before us were the only people to ever live in this house other than us and nobody died here and this land used to be just forest and not old houses or anything. ... ._. And then my cats make noise while playing at night so it's like "WHAT WAS THAT?! OBVIOUSLY A CREATURE/GHOST/MONSTER/MURDERER COMING TO GET ME OH GOD"
So, I tried to go to bed just about five minutes ago, right? (With the lights on of course) But just five minutes of lying there. In the quiet. By myself. Made me go "OH MY GOD SOMETHING IS PROBABLY SNEAKING UP ON ME NEED MUSIC NOW." But I can't sleep with music. So it's either ATTEMPT at sleeping or staying up. I choose staying up, even though I know I'm going to pay for it tomorrow during school. I'll probably be able at first light of dawn though. I'll atleast get a few hours under my belt. I'll take my dexedrine too. That'll keep me awake tomorrow.
GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I WANT TO GO TO BED!!! BUT I CAN'T! DAMN IT! THIS IS THE ONE THING I HATE ABOUT HALLOWEEN. ALL THE SCARY GHOST-MURDERER SHIT IS ON TV AND STUFF AND I GET EXPOSED TO IT, THUS MAKING ME NOT SLEEP. AT ALL. ;_;
... *sniffle* I'm going to go drown myself in 4Chan and Rozen Maiden stuff.