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[hanyoutamashii]

I miss one of my best friends. We've been best friends for most of my life. Now days, she barely sees or talks to me and I see all this evidence of things happening in her life that she didn't even tell me about. It hurts me because that shows that we're not nearly as close anymore. I was the last person to know she had a brief relationship with this one guy, and the last to know that they broke up- things like that. She sends out vague bulletins on myspace about things she's having problems with that she never says anything to me about- despite the fact that she knows I'm open to help and such.. I don't want to loose her, but it seems like she doesn't want me anymore. Perhaps I'm selfish, but I don't want to loose a person who shaped my life so much to something so simple as "growing apart".

Blah. Whatever.

I'm going to be at Drew's house for Friday, Saturday, and maybe Sunday. I'll probably still update seeing as though they have a computer. Yeah.