53 Confessions Meme
Yes I realize I copied it from MySpace, so bite me I was bored. Copy the questions and fill them out into your journal.
1. What does your MySpace name mean?
Depends; could be literal, could be vague. Really it's up to the person reading it to decide. For me "drive until you lose the road" means just keep going forward until you're out of whatever "boundries" are there and you have to make your own road.
2. Elaborate on your primary photo?
A picture (not that flattering, damn cameras! *laugh*) of what my biggest achievement is in life; I graduated high school and became an adult. It's a bigger thing than a lot of people realize and there were a lot of times I didn't think I was going to make it to hold the diploma in my hand and wear the cap and gown. It's also kind of a way to look at how far I've really come; there were several times that I probably shouldn't have made it out or even be alive, a few of those I know for certain I shouldn't have made it but, I'm here and that picture proves I fought everything that came my way and made it.
I survived.
3. Who introduced you to Myspace?:
No one introduced it to me, I signed on myself to see what the hype was about.
4. How many comments do you have?:
Not a lot but not 10 or so either.
5. What's your current relationship status?:
Single and it will remain that way for the foreseeable future.
6. What are you wearing right now?
4 blankets, I'm cold. >.< Oh, and a sheet wrapped like a toga's bastard love child with a sheet.
7. What is your current problem?
*laughs* Too many to name.
8. What are you doing right now?
Filling this out and listening to The Fray's "How to Save a Life".
9. Can you dance?:
Hellz no. xP
10. Who do you love most?
My family (both biological AND those I adopt into it), my Five Most Trusted People EVER, and my friends.
11. What makes you most happy?
That's hard because I can't really remember when I was last REALLY happy. I'm not horribly down or dead beat or anything. I'm just not happy; content is what I am right now and how I am feeling about life. I don't lack for anything (except for pickles, but I can get those, oh yes those are easily gotten >:3) so, I'm content.
12. Are you musical?
Probably not. I can play Epona's Song on the piano, does that count? *GEEK* I THINK I can sing, at least well enough not to kill someone if they listened to me.
13. What would you do if you woke up one morning and found out you were out of cocaine?
OMFG NOOOOOOOO- wait, cocaine? Ahh, okay, I thought you mean pickles or chocolate, then things might have gotten ugly.
14. If you could go back in time, and change something, what would it be?
I'm trying not to keep going back and thinking about those kinds of things, they get in the way of moving ahead... you know what I mean? I've said and done a lot of things, a lot of which I don't remember and half-wish I did. But, they were things I didn't mean.
15. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day, what would it be?
Something that has a wide open space for miles just to run for the sake of running and not have to stop for a long time. Or fly...
16. Ever have a near death experience?
More than I probably realize. I know I shouldn't have survived all that I have but I did.... and I'll probably have even more near-death experiences.
17. Name one obvious quality you have?
I have my mother's smile.
18. What's the name of the song that's stuck in your head right now?
"How to Save a Life" by The Fray
19. Are you happy today?
I don't think I've been happy for a long time. I'm content and not lacking in anything, that's enough for me.
20. Who will copy and paste this?
The few who actually read this.
21. Name someone who has the same birthday as you:
David Spade.
23. Have you ever vandalized someone's private property?
Yep. Sophmore stint in high school, not proud of it and the jackass who did most of the damage never bothered to try and apologize; I had to rat him out.
24. Have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex?
*laughs* Several times. I was one of the "boys" in the neighborhood. XD The guys at school, Jesse and Jonas especially got a shoulder full of fist on a daily basis. The smartasses. XD
25. Have you ever sang in front of a large audience?
Regretfully, yes. I can't listen to that song now without remembering how HORRIBLE it was.
26. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Their eyes and the "feel" I get from them, the emotion they're feeling.
27. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
Hot cocoa with whipped cream. What? I don't like coffee, whatcha gonna do about it?? XP
28. What is your biggest mistake this year?
...you're serious about this? There's several that I could list, none of which I could take back because one in particular made me feel like I could actually be pretty good at playing human.
29. Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose?
Yes, did it last month after a fight with my friend because I felt so guilty about making her cry. I'm not proud of it and it was a ridiculous amount of effort just to be able to cry and express myself.
30. Say something totally random about you?
My 9th level Illusionist/Spy half drow-half deep dragon could kick your ass into the ground. :-P
31. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
Nope.
32. Do you still watch kids movies or TV shows?
Every once in a while, I don't watch much TV anymore.
33. Did you have braces?
Yeeeeeeees. *groan* Mom knows all about that fun trip.
34. Are you comfortable with your height?
I'm fine with my height.
36. When do you know it's love?
When it hurts to think about that person and you'd give anything to make sure they were happy beyond belief and to see them smile and laugh. Well, that and when you're so pissed at them you can't do anything but laugh and/or cry because they know how to do it to you.
37. Do you speak any other languages?
Hai~! Nihongo desu ka?
38. What is your favorite smell?
Sandalwood, maybe lavender, the two combined is LOVE.
39. Have you ever been to a tanning salon?
H-E-L-L no. Never going to one either. XD Thanks Final Destination 3!
41. Have you ever ridden in a Hummer limo?
No, I think limos are cool and Hummers are a waste of metal and gas.
42. Has anyone you were really close with passed away?
Nope.
43. Do you ever watch MTV?
Paris Hilton traaaaaaaaaaaash TV.
44. What's something that really bugs you?
People who don't realize there's more beneath a façade someone's holding up for whatever reason.
...thinking about a past I can't remember anything of either isn't fun either.
45. What's something you really like?
Running/Jogging by myself when there's music playing from my mp3 player. I'm at one with everything around me and I'm getting a good workout because of it. It's almost that time of year to go and do that too.
46. Do you like Michael Jackson?
You been hit by, you been struck by, a smooth criminal! XD Nah, I don't like him much.
47. Do you give random hugs and kisses?
Nope. I don't like being physically touched by many people. It's odd yes and it'll complicate things. Oh well, some people I just don't like being physical with/touching me.
48. What's the latest you have ever stayed up?
Three days in a row; I've done it before. Working on 24 hours today to throw my ass into a regular sleeping pattern. Might go jogging or something today sometime, definitely to the store, I need batteries. We need dish soap too actually now that I think about it.
49. Have you ever thought that you were honestly going to die?
Yep. I'm afraid of being sedated/put under for anything remotely simple or complicated because I'm afraid I won't ever wake up.
50. Have you ever been rushed by an ambulance into the hospital?
I haven't, I've been in the ambulance with my sister though. THAT wasn't fun.
51. What are you thinking right now?
'What is it that I'm missing in my life and how can I find what it is?'
52. What are you doing right now?
Still filling this out and listening to 'How to Save a Life' by The Fray
53. What are you going to do today?
No idea yet, nothing concrete in my plans. Might go to sleep, might stay up and really clean up the house out of sheer nothing else to do boredom. Maybe go to the store and get something to eat/munch on for tomorrow's D&D session.
Meh, don't know what I should do today. *sighs* I have a feeling it'll be one of THOSE days.
Oh! Anyone have the song "How to Save a Life" by The Fray? OMG I love this song to death. And that Avril song from Eragon? "Keep Holding On"? They'd be much appreciated!
1. What does your MySpace name mean?
Depends; could be literal, could be vague. Really it's up to the person reading it to decide. For me "drive until you lose the road" means just keep going forward until you're out of whatever "boundries" are there and you have to make your own road.
2. Elaborate on your primary photo?
A picture (not that flattering, damn cameras! *laugh*) of what my biggest achievement is in life; I graduated high school and became an adult. It's a bigger thing than a lot of people realize and there were a lot of times I didn't think I was going to make it to hold the diploma in my hand and wear the cap and gown. It's also kind of a way to look at how far I've really come; there were several times that I probably shouldn't have made it out or even be alive, a few of those I know for certain I shouldn't have made it but, I'm here and that picture proves I fought everything that came my way and made it.
I survived.
3. Who introduced you to Myspace?:
No one introduced it to me, I signed on myself to see what the hype was about.
4. How many comments do you have?:
Not a lot but not 10 or so either.
5. What's your current relationship status?:
Single and it will remain that way for the foreseeable future.
6. What are you wearing right now?
4 blankets, I'm cold. >.< Oh, and a sheet wrapped like a toga's bastard love child with a sheet.
7. What is your current problem?
*laughs* Too many to name.
8. What are you doing right now?
Filling this out and listening to The Fray's "How to Save a Life".
9. Can you dance?:
Hellz no. xP
10. Who do you love most?
My family (both biological AND those I adopt into it), my Five Most Trusted People EVER, and my friends.
11. What makes you most happy?
That's hard because I can't really remember when I was last REALLY happy. I'm not horribly down or dead beat or anything. I'm just not happy; content is what I am right now and how I am feeling about life. I don't lack for anything (except for pickles, but I can get those, oh yes those are easily gotten >:3) so, I'm content.
12. Are you musical?
Probably not. I can play Epona's Song on the piano, does that count? *GEEK* I THINK I can sing, at least well enough not to kill someone if they listened to me.
13. What would you do if you woke up one morning and found out you were out of cocaine?
OMFG NOOOOOOOO- wait, cocaine? Ahh, okay, I thought you mean pickles or chocolate, then things might have gotten ugly.
14. If you could go back in time, and change something, what would it be?
I'm trying not to keep going back and thinking about those kinds of things, they get in the way of moving ahead... you know what I mean? I've said and done a lot of things, a lot of which I don't remember and half-wish I did. But, they were things I didn't mean.
15. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day, what would it be?
Something that has a wide open space for miles just to run for the sake of running and not have to stop for a long time. Or fly...
16. Ever have a near death experience?
More than I probably realize. I know I shouldn't have survived all that I have but I did.... and I'll probably have even more near-death experiences.
17. Name one obvious quality you have?
I have my mother's smile.
18. What's the name of the song that's stuck in your head right now?
"How to Save a Life" by The Fray
19. Are you happy today?
I don't think I've been happy for a long time. I'm content and not lacking in anything, that's enough for me.
20. Who will copy and paste this?
The few who actually read this.
21. Name someone who has the same birthday as you:
David Spade.
23. Have you ever vandalized someone's private property?
Yep. Sophmore stint in high school, not proud of it and the jackass who did most of the damage never bothered to try and apologize; I had to rat him out.
24. Have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex?
*laughs* Several times. I was one of the "boys" in the neighborhood. XD The guys at school, Jesse and Jonas especially got a shoulder full of fist on a daily basis. The smartasses. XD
25. Have you ever sang in front of a large audience?
Regretfully, yes. I can't listen to that song now without remembering how HORRIBLE it was.
26. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Their eyes and the "feel" I get from them, the emotion they're feeling.
27. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
Hot cocoa with whipped cream. What? I don't like coffee, whatcha gonna do about it?? XP
28. What is your biggest mistake this year?
...you're serious about this? There's several that I could list, none of which I could take back because one in particular made me feel like I could actually be pretty good at playing human.
29. Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose?
Yes, did it last month after a fight with my friend because I felt so guilty about making her cry. I'm not proud of it and it was a ridiculous amount of effort just to be able to cry and express myself.
30. Say something totally random about you?
My 9th level Illusionist/Spy half drow-half deep dragon could kick your ass into the ground. :-P
31. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
Nope.
32. Do you still watch kids movies or TV shows?
Every once in a while, I don't watch much TV anymore.
33. Did you have braces?
Yeeeeeeees. *groan* Mom knows all about that fun trip.
34. Are you comfortable with your height?
I'm fine with my height.
36. When do you know it's love?
When it hurts to think about that person and you'd give anything to make sure they were happy beyond belief and to see them smile and laugh. Well, that and when you're so pissed at them you can't do anything but laugh and/or cry because they know how to do it to you.
37. Do you speak any other languages?
Hai~! Nihongo desu ka?
38. What is your favorite smell?
Sandalwood, maybe lavender, the two combined is LOVE.
39. Have you ever been to a tanning salon?
H-E-L-L no. Never going to one either. XD Thanks Final Destination 3!
41. Have you ever ridden in a Hummer limo?
No, I think limos are cool and Hummers are a waste of metal and gas.
42. Has anyone you were really close with passed away?
Nope.
43. Do you ever watch MTV?
Paris Hilton traaaaaaaaaaaash TV.
44. What's something that really bugs you?
People who don't realize there's more beneath a façade someone's holding up for whatever reason.
...thinking about a past I can't remember anything of either isn't fun either.
45. What's something you really like?
Running/Jogging by myself when there's music playing from my mp3 player. I'm at one with everything around me and I'm getting a good workout because of it. It's almost that time of year to go and do that too.
46. Do you like Michael Jackson?
You been hit by, you been struck by, a smooth criminal! XD Nah, I don't like him much.
47. Do you give random hugs and kisses?
Nope. I don't like being physically touched by many people. It's odd yes and it'll complicate things. Oh well, some people I just don't like being physical with/touching me.
48. What's the latest you have ever stayed up?
Three days in a row; I've done it before. Working on 24 hours today to throw my ass into a regular sleeping pattern. Might go jogging or something today sometime, definitely to the store, I need batteries. We need dish soap too actually now that I think about it.
49. Have you ever thought that you were honestly going to die?
Yep. I'm afraid of being sedated/put under for anything remotely simple or complicated because I'm afraid I won't ever wake up.
50. Have you ever been rushed by an ambulance into the hospital?
I haven't, I've been in the ambulance with my sister though. THAT wasn't fun.
51. What are you thinking right now?
'What is it that I'm missing in my life and how can I find what it is?'
52. What are you doing right now?
Still filling this out and listening to 'How to Save a Life' by The Fray
53. What are you going to do today?
No idea yet, nothing concrete in my plans. Might go to sleep, might stay up and really clean up the house out of sheer nothing else to do boredom. Maybe go to the store and get something to eat/munch on for tomorrow's D&D session.
Meh, don't know what I should do today. *sighs* I have a feeling it'll be one of THOSE days.
Oh! Anyone have the song "How to Save a Life" by The Fray? OMG I love this song to death. And that Avril song from Eragon? "Keep Holding On"? They'd be much appreciated!