Blarg
>_< Lyra? Wanna switch bodies for about.... oh say, six months?
That way you can figure out a method to help me quit pulling my hair out and I can help you... do something, I'm not sure what yet... maybe help you lose that weight you were talking about?
>_< I'm eating everything in sight the past two months, like a bloody pregnant woman and I've found out today that instead of regaining some weight like I'm believing I need to... I'm dropping it waaaay too fast... Mom's starting to try and figure out what's wrong with me again, still thinks it's something with my gallbladder. @_@; She's talking about taking me in for more tests; this concerns me for a few reasons.
1. I don't like the thought of surgery or testing on my body. It's annoying.
2. My health coverage and benefits don't start until January of '07. Meaning it'll be one expensive bastard for my parents to pay for and because I don't think I'm still under their health coverage.
3. I can't afford to miss work for any reason because of my probation period of 90 days.
Know how I know this? I was a 36C, size 12 in jeans/pants back in July and now? I'm a 36B and most likely a 9 in juniors or an 8 in womens. ....This does not please the Sekai. I am used to having all my basebones covered up, not seeing my ribs OR watch my skin rub against my chest bones when I'm trying shit on in the changing rooms AND seeing my hip bones jutting out. I also liked having my big ass thank you; it provided cushioning against shitty chairs and bike seats. Goddammit body of mine; WORK PROPERLY!
Went shopping today for some stuff I needed; still need to grab a webcam tomorrow if I can find one for $30 or under. I got:
2 Bras (needed)
1 pair of new shoes (my tennis shoes are d34d... ;__;)
1 pair of Headphones (My others died)
1 Pokemon Emerald Version game (shuddup, I'm in Poke-Geekland mode.)
1 Pokemon Emerald Version Game Guide (Shuddup, I like the guides)
5 cans of Sekai's "Coffee" AKA Red Bull at $1.16 each. (SO not paying $35 for fucking 24 pack. Screw that!)
Still need to get:
1 Evanescence "The Open Door" CD (day after payday, oh FUCK yes!)
1 Webcam
1 Headset with Mic
1 Nintendo DS Game System
1 Mystery Blue/Red Rescue Team Pokemon game
2-4 Fluffy Poofy Smoofy Pillows (shut up, I like pillows)
1 Set of new sheets and pillowcases
2-3 New blankets
1 Month's worth or more of Cell Phone time, need to get the bitch reactivated.
New work clothes
1 External storage drive
1 Registration for the SakuraCon ASAP
1 Hotel Room Reservation (c'mon people, start offering to come!!)
Plan a way to GET to Seattle.
Get Cosplay people figured out
Get Cosplay Gear ready.
As for other things... letter time!
Dear Body,
You're being a bitch, quit it and try and gain a semblance of normality.
Kthnxbai,
Me
Dear Michael (Keeger's Husband),
If you hurt my sister, I swear to your God and any others that are listening that I will kick your fucking ass and wish Hell upon you. Keegan is my sister you son of a bitch and she's one of the people who I owe my life to. I will not watch you fuck around because of your own stupidity. You have a fucking son now; grow the hell up and start acting like a father and husband instead of a teenager.
No love and promising much pain,
Me
Dear Muses for Art and Writing,
Wake up sunshines, please?
Much hope and sparkles of love sent your way,
Me
Dear Selves,
If you guys keep switching and are the sources of my headaches recently? QUIT IT! Also? If you ARE there and not letting me know? Please, at least give me warning alright? x.x Not fun not to remember parts of the day. Iza I look your way especially. Knock it the hell off, seriously.
Not so much love right now and much frustration,
Me
Dear Me,
Quit writing this shit at 1 in the morning why don't you?
Shut up and sleep,
Me
That is it for now. x.x
P.S. I want chips dammit. >.
That way you can figure out a method to help me quit pulling my hair out and I can help you... do something, I'm not sure what yet... maybe help you lose that weight you were talking about?
>_< I'm eating everything in sight the past two months, like a bloody pregnant woman and I've found out today that instead of regaining some weight like I'm believing I need to... I'm dropping it waaaay too fast... Mom's starting to try and figure out what's wrong with me again, still thinks it's something with my gallbladder. @_@; She's talking about taking me in for more tests; this concerns me for a few reasons.
1. I don't like the thought of surgery or testing on my body. It's annoying.
2. My health coverage and benefits don't start until January of '07. Meaning it'll be one expensive bastard for my parents to pay for and because I don't think I'm still under their health coverage.
3. I can't afford to miss work for any reason because of my probation period of 90 days.
Know how I know this? I was a 36C, size 12 in jeans/pants back in July and now? I'm a 36B and most likely a 9 in juniors or an 8 in womens. ....This does not please the Sekai. I am used to having all my basebones covered up, not seeing my ribs OR watch my skin rub against my chest bones when I'm trying shit on in the changing rooms AND seeing my hip bones jutting out. I also liked having my big ass thank you; it provided cushioning against shitty chairs and bike seats. Goddammit body of mine; WORK PROPERLY!
Went shopping today for some stuff I needed; still need to grab a webcam tomorrow if I can find one for $30 or under. I got:
2 Bras (needed)
1 pair of new shoes (my tennis shoes are d34d... ;__;)
1 pair of Headphones (My others died)
1 Pokemon Emerald Version game (shuddup, I'm in Poke-Geekland mode.)
1 Pokemon Emerald Version Game Guide (Shuddup, I like the guides)
5 cans of Sekai's "Coffee" AKA Red Bull at $1.16 each. (SO not paying $35 for fucking 24 pack. Screw that!)
Still need to get:
1 Evanescence "The Open Door" CD (day after payday, oh FUCK yes!)
1 Webcam
1 Headset with Mic
1 Nintendo DS Game System
1 Mystery Blue/Red Rescue Team Pokemon game
2-4 Fluffy Poofy Smoofy Pillows (shut up, I like pillows)
1 Set of new sheets and pillowcases
2-3 New blankets
1 Month's worth or more of Cell Phone time, need to get the bitch reactivated.
New work clothes
1 External storage drive
1 Registration for the SakuraCon ASAP
1 Hotel Room Reservation (c'mon people, start offering to come!!)
Plan a way to GET to Seattle.
Get Cosplay people figured out
Get Cosplay Gear ready.
As for other things... letter time!
Dear Body,
You're being a bitch, quit it and try and gain a semblance of normality.
Kthnxbai,
Me
Dear Michael (Keeger's Husband),
If you hurt my sister, I swear to your God and any others that are listening that I will kick your fucking ass and wish Hell upon you. Keegan is my sister you son of a bitch and she's one of the people who I owe my life to. I will not watch you fuck around because of your own stupidity. You have a fucking son now; grow the hell up and start acting like a father and husband instead of a teenager.
No love and promising much pain,
Me
Dear Muses for Art and Writing,
Wake up sunshines, please?
Much hope and sparkles of love sent your way,
Me
Dear Selves,
If you guys keep switching and are the sources of my headaches recently? QUIT IT! Also? If you ARE there and not letting me know? Please, at least give me warning alright? x.x Not fun not to remember parts of the day. Iza I look your way especially. Knock it the hell off, seriously.
Not so much love right now and much frustration,
Me
Dear Me,
Quit writing this shit at 1 in the morning why don't you?
Shut up and sleep,
Me
That is it for now. x.x
P.S. I want chips dammit. >.