Maybe I'm just a little confused about my situation. I asked someone for advice the other day and they said that "blind dates" are things that a lot of people go on. What did she mean by blind dates though? Do you have to be blind..? Or...you wear a blindfold so you can't see the other person so you can get to know them better really fast. But hmm...I don't know really, I spent a lot of last night thinking about it all and I think in the end it just made me more confused.
I have an appointment to talk to the school therapist today. Gai-sensei told me to meet him in the office, probably to talk about this. He was the one that told me to "go on a date" with Rock Lee in the first place. I wonder if I'll meet him sometime soon. I was told he's a perfect boy. I wonder what makes a perfect boy anyway. But I guess I'll find out soon so I should stop worrying.
Although Gai-sensei is a little scary. I thought he was really nice and then he threw a squirrel so I thought he was mean. Although after that he apologised to the little squirrel so he is a nice person after all. Aah. I don't know what to think, my brain is all muddled and I just keep thinking strange things. Are dates really that important? I guess everybody in university goes on them right?
But...on other news, I showed Quatre-kun the new recipe I worked on for the strawberry cheesecake. It was really nice of him to walk me home yesterday. Thank you.
Tomoyo-chan! Thank you for showing me the recipe, it's really wonderful and I finally learned how to make it properly.
Oh and I signed up for classes today, I only signed up for three but I'm sure that'll be enough for now, since I have so many things that I want to do while I'm here at this university.
On his way home after I showed Quatre-kun the cheesecake recipe yesterday, he kissed me on the cheek. It's nothing that big really, right? People kiss other people on the cheek all the time. It shows how great friends they are but it felt a little different this time. I don't know. I felt really happy after and I curled up in bed and hugged my pillow really tightly. Well, but like I said it's nothing extremely awesome or anything right? I kissed him on the cheek at the dance the other night.
Is this what they mean when people say that they "like someone"? Well I mean, I like a lot of people. Is this a different like to the kind that I feel for...say Tomoyo-chan? I really like Tomoyo-chan too and I feel all happy and excited when she makes new costumes for me. Even though it's embarrassing when she makes me wear it for the first time to tape.
But...I'll think about this for a while. Maybe Gai-sensei will help me understand when I see him later.