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Life is too hard right now. Sometimes I just want to break down and yell to the world that I hate living this kind of live. Studying abroad doesnt mean its filled with rainbow always. Time with roommate really hard for me as my ex-roommate were kind to me. Now and then were different story. My ex-roommate understand me more, we have bond more than roommate. Now the roommate are too selfish? They just dont understand me? Or perhaps I'm the one that never understand them? Did I try too hard to impress them? To brag to the world that I can be a better roommate to anyone? Haha. For me that a funny statement. This is not me. The one that I pretend to be in this entire life is not me. I dont want to be like this. I just want to be the person when I'm with my family. The one that I can expressed everything. When I'm angry , I fought with them. When I hate to do it, I will sulk all the way and never will ever do it. Can't I just be that person when I'm with my friends? Should I really call them my friends if I cant be myself? Its a cruel world for me here. I need to be save from it.