pictbridge
my septum is healing finally. i'm never getting another piercing. i'm glad that i didn't get my collar bone done like i had wanted... piercings definitely aren't for me.
i almost quit my job last night. i've worked 11 days in a row; 20 shifts. and i was supposed to work 4 more shifts but my managers gave me tomorrow off since i was going to quit.
i'm planning on moving to ny sooner than originally planned. i'm thinking that as soon as i pay off my 2 smaller loans (2000$) i'm going to move up there w/ the remaining cash and find a job and start living.
i am 100% aware of how idealistic this whole plan is but i'm completely tired of how i am right now and if i don't make a drastic change things are just going to continue to move downwards.
i don't know what i'm doing w/ my education right now and it's really scary but i just don't have any options.
i've spent a lot of money recently and i don't know why and i'm just being extremely regretful lately, which is unusual for me.
i think that i'm going to start taking guitar lessons because i don't have enough time to fool around w/ it myself anymore and i'm tired of sucking so badly.
when i was quitting last night my managers kept saying " you only have a week before you move up to serving and then you'll be where you've been trying to get" and i just kept thinking " oh yeah, that's exactly my life goal, to be a waitress at the crystal river applebee's." it was really depressing.
i'm actually hanging out w/ a non-applebee's employed person tomorrow. i'm very excited... too bad the only thing i'll be able to talk about it what happens at work.
life's dull
-nik'ki
i almost quit my job last night. i've worked 11 days in a row; 20 shifts. and i was supposed to work 4 more shifts but my managers gave me tomorrow off since i was going to quit.
i'm planning on moving to ny sooner than originally planned. i'm thinking that as soon as i pay off my 2 smaller loans (2000$) i'm going to move up there w/ the remaining cash and find a job and start living.
i am 100% aware of how idealistic this whole plan is but i'm completely tired of how i am right now and if i don't make a drastic change things are just going to continue to move downwards.
i don't know what i'm doing w/ my education right now and it's really scary but i just don't have any options.
i've spent a lot of money recently and i don't know why and i'm just being extremely regretful lately, which is unusual for me.
i think that i'm going to start taking guitar lessons because i don't have enough time to fool around w/ it myself anymore and i'm tired of sucking so badly.
when i was quitting last night my managers kept saying " you only have a week before you move up to serving and then you'll be where you've been trying to get" and i just kept thinking " oh yeah, that's exactly my life goal, to be a waitress at the crystal river applebee's." it was really depressing.
i'm actually hanging out w/ a non-applebee's employed person tomorrow. i'm very excited... too bad the only thing i'll be able to talk about it what happens at work.
life's dull
-nik'ki