Weeping
My heart is breaking into a million pieces.I want another baby so bad worse than anything I have ever wanted.I feel like an old hag I thought this might be the month.No we aren't trying and no Ken's not sure he wants another baby but no I know we aren't done.My friends have told me I will know when we are done.I don't have that done feeling but I think one of the hardest things this summer will be going to my reunion and seeing babies wishing I had a big round belly.I feel like the dream is slipping away it doesn't help that I have a big ugly birthday staring me right in the face.I don't hate the Lord cause I know his ways are perfect I just don't understand his timing.