Revelations
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Title: Revelations
Author: Maria (hansongirl97)
Beta: Courtney (cocohanson) Thank you for being AWESOME!!!
Genre: Hancest
Pairing: Zac Hanson/Taylor Hanson (Zaylor)
Point of View: Zac
Chapter: 1/13
Chapter Word Count: 1041
Chapter Rating: PG13
Chapter Info: Set in 2002 just before Taylor married Natalie. Zac and Taylor have been an item for just over 5 years and Zac would do anything to stop the ceremony, including seduce the groom.
Author note: Story title and chapter titles based on the 98 degrees album "Revelation" I will provide a link to the lyrics of each song with the chapter it pertains to incase you aren't familiar with 98 degrees. This story is dedicated to Beth (comic_heroine) who's pretty much amazing in every possible way!!!
Link to Lyrics: Give me just one night (una noche) - 98 Degrees
“You’re doing what?!" I screamed at him, knowing damn well I hadn't heard what I thought I’d heard. It couldn't be true… not after five years and all the bullshit we've gone through. "Please, tell me this is some sick joke and you didn't just tell me you’re marrying some bitch who claims, and I use claims very skeptically here, to be pregnant by you." I said to him, praying that this was just his idea of an extremely bad joke, or an exceedingly odd and unbelievable dream. I pinched myself to check on the dream theory and knew this was real when I felt the slight pain. "Please Taylor, tell me you’re joking." I begged as he just sat there, staring at me, his eyes rimmed red and puffy from crying and a growth of stubble on his face. Judging by the stubble and the greasy state of his hair, I could tell he probably hadn't slept or showered in at least a couple days, but still, I needed him to tell me he was kidding, even though deep down I knew… I knew he was for real and that I couldn't let him go through with it.
“I’m marrying Natalie." He told me in a hollow tone I barely recognized as his voice. "She’s pregnant… and you and I both know there’s a chance it’s mine. I don’t have a fucking choice okay? Mom and Dad know she’s pregnant, and there’s no way they’ll let me cop out on marrying her." Taylor said, sighing. He seemed so defeated, he couldn't even cry, I could tell that he wanted so badly to just be with me, but one night of stupidity had ruined any chance for us. I could still remember vividly the night Taylor had slept with Natalie. He had been wondering whether or not he was even gay ever since he’d seen her at the meet and greet earlier that night and he’d explained his feelings to me. I had told him to pursue it, confident that Taylor would return to me. Taylor had later told me that the experience, in and of itself, was horrible but that Natalie was a very nice girl, and that he wanted to remain friends with her. Both of us had been more than flabbergasted when Natalie broke the news to him that she was pregnant, and the even bigger news that the child belonged to him. I had decided to stay by his side, thinking that they’d reach a non-disclosure agreement and he’d just send her a check every month, I’d definitely never thought my parents would force marriage.
“When? When are you getting married?" I asked him, my own voice beginning to crack and sound as hollow as his had sounded. I wanted to know, needed to know, how much time we had until our little world came crashing down.
"Three weeks..." He said in that same hollow voice, his normally icy blue eyes a shade of grey that only occurred when he was hurting.
“Weeks?!" I screeched, unable to believe that nobody had bothered to tell me that the most important person in my life would be married to a woman he didn't and would never love within less than a month’s time.
“She’s pregnant, and Mom and Dad said that the sooner we got married, people wouldn't automatically assume that was why we got married." Taylor explained, looking down. I could tell our parents must have said some pretty choice things to him to make him feel like this and I felt bad for him, but even worse because I felt like I was getting punished for his stupidity.
"Fuck Mom and Dad… you could have said no!" I told him, grabbing his shoulders. "Fuck Taylor… I can’t lose you, not to her, not to anyone!" I told him, a couple of my own hot tears sliding down my cheeks.
"I don’t have a choice… you know that Zachary. God, you think I want to leave you? That I want to end this? Newsflash...I, , will always love you and only you… you are the only thing that makes me truly happy, other than music. Zachary, you’ve been there for me when nobody else was, and the very last thing I want is for what we have to be over." Taylor said to me, pulling me into his lap and planting a heavy kiss on my lips, a kiss I returned with gusto. "I’ll always love you Zachary… don’t you ever fucking forget it." Taylor added as he held me close to him.Jordan Taylor Hanson
"Are you trying to tell me we’re over? Five fucking years and I’m losing you to some stupid tramp?" I asked him, feeling angry and hurt, and like I wanted to go slit all four of Natalie’s tires.
“We have to be Zac. There’s no way I can be with you and be married to her. If she found out… it’d be the end of everything." He started. I gave him a look that clearly told him that I didn't care and that I was prepared to take the risk if it meant being with him. He tucked a strand of my long blonde hair behind my ear and continued. "I’m so sorry Zac. I never wanted this… I only ever wanted to spend my life with you and now I've fucked it up." He said as his eyes met mine again and I could see the hurt this was causing, etched in his normally very handsome face. "Gimme just one night Taylor, one night to give you the time of your life." I pleaded, wanting to prove to him that deep inside, he needed me and that I was the only one who could see the real him, I would be able to give him things and be there for him. I couldn't watch him marry her without at least fighting for the man I loved.
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Title: Revelations
Author: Maria (hansongirl97)
Beta: Courtney (cocohanson) Thank you for being AWESOME!!!
Genre: Hancest
Pairing: Zac Hanson/Taylor Hanson (Zaylor)
Point of View: Zac
Chapter: 1/13
Chapter Word Count: 1041
Chapter Rating: PG13
Chapter Info: Set in 2002 just before Taylor married Natalie. Zac and Taylor have been an item for just over 5 years and Zac would do anything to stop the ceremony, including seduce the groom.
Author note: Story title and chapter titles based on the 98 degrees album "Revelation" I will provide a link to the lyrics of each song with the chapter it pertains to incase you aren't familiar with 98 degrees. This story is dedicated to Beth (comic_heroine) who's pretty much amazing in every possible way!!!
Link to Lyrics: Give me just one night (una noche) - 98 Degrees
“You’re doing what?!" I screamed at him, knowing damn well I hadn't heard what I thought I’d heard. It couldn't be true… not after five years and all the bullshit we've gone through. "Please, tell me this is some sick joke and you didn't just tell me you’re marrying some bitch who claims, and I use claims very skeptically here, to be pregnant by you." I said to him, praying that this was just his idea of an extremely bad joke, or an exceedingly odd and unbelievable dream. I pinched myself to check on the dream theory and knew this was real when I felt the slight pain. "Please Taylor, tell me you’re joking." I begged as he just sat there, staring at me, his eyes rimmed red and puffy from crying and a growth of stubble on his face. Judging by the stubble and the greasy state of his hair, I could tell he probably hadn't slept or showered in at least a couple days, but still, I needed him to tell me he was kidding, even though deep down I knew… I knew he was for real and that I couldn't let him go through with it.
“I’m marrying Natalie." He told me in a hollow tone I barely recognized as his voice. "She’s pregnant… and you and I both know there’s a chance it’s mine. I don’t have a fucking choice okay? Mom and Dad know she’s pregnant, and there’s no way they’ll let me cop out on marrying her." Taylor said, sighing. He seemed so defeated, he couldn't even cry, I could tell that he wanted so badly to just be with me, but one night of stupidity had ruined any chance for us. I could still remember vividly the night Taylor had slept with Natalie. He had been wondering whether or not he was even gay ever since he’d seen her at the meet and greet earlier that night and he’d explained his feelings to me. I had told him to pursue it, confident that Taylor would return to me. Taylor had later told me that the experience, in and of itself, was horrible but that Natalie was a very nice girl, and that he wanted to remain friends with her. Both of us had been more than flabbergasted when Natalie broke the news to him that she was pregnant, and the even bigger news that the child belonged to him. I had decided to stay by his side, thinking that they’d reach a non-disclosure agreement and he’d just send her a check every month, I’d definitely never thought my parents would force marriage.
“When? When are you getting married?" I asked him, my own voice beginning to crack and sound as hollow as his had sounded. I wanted to know, needed to know, how much time we had until our little world came crashing down.
"Three weeks..." He said in that same hollow voice, his normally icy blue eyes a shade of grey that only occurred when he was hurting.
“Weeks?!" I screeched, unable to believe that nobody had bothered to tell me that the most important person in my life would be married to a woman he didn't and would never love within less than a month’s time.
“She’s pregnant, and Mom and Dad said that the sooner we got married, people wouldn't automatically assume that was why we got married." Taylor explained, looking down. I could tell our parents must have said some pretty choice things to him to make him feel like this and I felt bad for him, but even worse because I felt like I was getting punished for his stupidity.
"Fuck Mom and Dad… you could have said no!" I told him, grabbing his shoulders. "Fuck Taylor… I can’t lose you, not to her, not to anyone!" I told him, a couple of my own hot tears sliding down my cheeks.
"I don’t have a choice… you know that Zachary. God, you think I want to leave you? That I want to end this? Newsflash...I, , will always love you and only you… you are the only thing that makes me truly happy, other than music. Zachary, you’ve been there for me when nobody else was, and the very last thing I want is for what we have to be over." Taylor said to me, pulling me into his lap and planting a heavy kiss on my lips, a kiss I returned with gusto. "I’ll always love you Zachary… don’t you ever fucking forget it." Taylor added as he held me close to him.Jordan Taylor Hanson
"Are you trying to tell me we’re over? Five fucking years and I’m losing you to some stupid tramp?" I asked him, feeling angry and hurt, and like I wanted to go slit all four of Natalie’s tires.
“We have to be Zac. There’s no way I can be with you and be married to her. If she found out… it’d be the end of everything." He started. I gave him a look that clearly told him that I didn't care and that I was prepared to take the risk if it meant being with him. He tucked a strand of my long blonde hair behind my ear and continued. "I’m so sorry Zac. I never wanted this… I only ever wanted to spend my life with you and now I've fucked it up." He said as his eyes met mine again and I could see the hurt this was causing, etched in his normally very handsome face. "Gimme just one night Taylor, one night to give you the time of your life." I pleaded, wanting to prove to him that deep inside, he needed me and that I was the only one who could see the real him, I would be able to give him things and be there for him. I couldn't watch him marry her without at least fighting for the man I loved.
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