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I fail at life.
I'm gonna fail another class this semester. I just know it. Maybe I'm not cut out for college after all. I have this five page paper due tomorrow and I can't get any information for it. I can't find anything! It's got me so upset. I mean lately nothing school related is working for me. I failed out of SMC this time last year, I took a semester of crap at CSM, and now I'm doing badly at UMUC. I just can't do well anywhere but CSM. It doesn't make sense.
And now I'm crying, because I'm never gonna become a teacher. I can't even get through a semester at a four-year college! And I was just looking up info on what places like Sylvan and Huntington require of their tutors. I found out that Huntington wouldn't hire me (they require master's degrees or experience teaching) and Sylvan probably wouldn either. But the Sylvan in the area isn't hiring anyway. I'll have to keep checking and hope. Because that's what I really want to do. Tutor. It was fun. And I was good at it.
But I need a degree to do even that. And an associates in secondary education isn't good enough, apparently.
I hate life.
I'm gonna fail another class this semester. I just know it. Maybe I'm not cut out for college after all. I have this five page paper due tomorrow and I can't get any information for it. I can't find anything! It's got me so upset. I mean lately nothing school related is working for me. I failed out of SMC this time last year, I took a semester of crap at CSM, and now I'm doing badly at UMUC. I just can't do well anywhere but CSM. It doesn't make sense.
And now I'm crying, because I'm never gonna become a teacher. I can't even get through a semester at a four-year college! And I was just looking up info on what places like Sylvan and Huntington require of their tutors. I found out that Huntington wouldn't hire me (they require master's degrees or experience teaching) and Sylvan probably wouldn either. But the Sylvan in the area isn't hiring anyway. I'll have to keep checking and hope. Because that's what I really want to do. Tutor. It was fun. And I was good at it.
But I need a degree to do even that. And an associates in secondary education isn't good enough, apparently.
I hate life.