big update
I have to take all my exams, because ive been absent to many times and i still have to go to credit recovery tomorrow after school. ehh, oh well, it'll be my last one. I'm not all that excited about summer, because im still going to be doing school work for summer school, I really hate being in high school, i want to get out as fast as possible. I've become such a loner since my freshman year, i used to be so social, but lately i just walk around school not talking to anyone, and leaving or getting out of class as fast as i can, i dont know why i am that way, i think its because when i do try and talk to people, no one really seems interested to hold a conversation, or i just really dont have anything to talk about, its pretty lame. I guess its ok though, because alot of the time i do prefer to do things alone, even if its going shopping or walking around the park, as long as i keep myself busy and i dont get bored, im usually pretty content with how things are. The only thing thats got me kind of down right now is i really miss my sister ALOT, and im kind of stressed about the whole roland thing, its not that i dont like hanging out with him, but its that he just wants to do everything together, and sometimes i just dont want to be around him. I really like to hang out with my mom, im hoping she'll want to go to lubbock with me for a couple of days to stay at my sisters appartment. She probably wont. Tomorrow i get my car back, i got in a reck so its been in the shop for like 2 weeks, and ive really missed it. Now all i need is a job to help pay for the damage, and to just have some extra cash handy so i dont have to ask my mom for any money. Jeff's surgery is on the third, after its done were going to take care of the payments for along time, and im guessing its going to take a really long time to pay it off, so a job would probably be a really good idea for me right now.