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I've had my liscence for a little over 6 months, now i cant drive anymore because i recked my car. This wasnt anything simple though, i trashed the whole front side of my car. I was in a big hurry to get to seguin and i was taking a short cut to avoid a stop light, and i would hit a stop sign instead, well i decided that i was just going to ignore it and keep going really fast down this road. As im driving straight another truck is comming at the exact moment and i just T bone him. My car spun and i was just screaming, then i got my car to the side of the road, got out, and i just started crying; it was really scary.... not being in the reck, but looking at the damage. The other driver was really understanding and nice, but i have to go to court at the end of the month. Thats ok though, because were probably going to take my car to get fixed tomorrow, or at least take it to the shop to get an estimate of how much it will be, then just leave it there.
Today im going to schlitterbahn with Roland, the only reason i really havent been doing anything with anyone is because im just more comfortable being alone sometimes. I dont know why, its weird, the only person that ive been hanging out with is roland lately, but mostly because i can talk to him about alot of things and he seems to understand. I dont think he realizes it, but he's helped me out alot, and lately ive been feeling alot better.... like my old happy self.
Jeff is having surgery on the 3rd. Im so happy about that, i just want to get this whole thing taken care of. He's been living with a brain tumor in his head for along time, and my mom has told me that he's been having seizures, which is really scarey. The other day i had a really good conversation with him about alot of things. Im so happy that i dont feel like im missing a dad in my life anymore, because i really love jeff as a father.... not in place of my real dad, but i love him as a dad.
This summer ill be in school, because when next year starts up, i should be a senior, which will be good because i really dont want to spend another two years at CHS or any other high school.
i will miss this kid the most
just because he's sooo cute