So I was hunting the internet for frog recipes and I found a website that sells
yak burgers. YAK BURGERS. This is awesome. Although I have to admit, if I'm eating yak I want it to be a bloody steak or something, a burger is kinda weaksauce, but still. Totally awesome. I should tell my family that instead of graduation presents,
I want meat. Rearranged my schedule today; my Visual Merchandising class was cancelled due to there only being one student enrolled (that'd be me), so now I've got Product Line Development, which should be interesting. I don't know yet - I added the class right before it was due to start, but instead of being responsible and going, I thought that I'd rather save a few bucks on the parking garage and get a headstart on my timetraveling!Winchesters. I really need to think of a title for that, at least provisionally.
I am having the weirdest cravings. I never drink coffee and I very, very rarely smoke, and yet I'm having cravings for both. What the hell. I guess it's some sort of stress-response, but fuck, I think that this cold is a stress-response, isn't one good enough?
Normally I don't do these things because I'm terribly shy and sorta afraid that it'll just be really obvious who everyone is and then everyone will find out what a lame little fangirl I am, but hey.
1. I love our friendship. Love it love it love it. It's natural and never feels like you're just someone I know in the internet. I love how we're equals, how we tease and help each other and how incredibly hard you make me laugh. Never leave me, dude.
2. You're like a drop of acid into an otherwise boring day.
3. You're not on my flist, but I really wish you were. I keep meaning to go friend you but man. I am so embarrassingly shy.
4. You're one of the sweetest, most thoughtful people I've met in fandom, and it makes me sad that you don't seem to see this in yourself. I wish I could take you out to coffee and just listen to you talk.
5. I miss you. You think I don't; you always think I'm mad at you, but I miss you. I wish you were still around, even just sometimes, just so I knew you were doing okay.
6. Okay, I've had quite a few people friend me lately because of my fics and that's a little overwhelming and intimidating but you, I am seriously intimidated by. I don't even know what to say to your comments because I'm sitting here flailing around wondering why such an awesome author is even talking to me.
7. Our friendship is probably one of the most complex, bizarre friendships I've ever had in my life, but I wouldn't trade it for anything. You break my heart sometimes, but it's always been worth it.
8. I've always been a huge, huge fan of your writing and I wish we talked more.
9. You're so incredibly sweet and I worry sometimes that you think I don't like you anymore or I'm mad at you. I have a totally huge, random amount of affection for you, I'm just such a flake, you know?
10. You're the best. Seriously. Your comments, your support make me feel so much better, far more then you know. You're also incredibly sweet and genuine and yeah, I just <3 you.