Letter to a friend
Dear Kelly,
This has hit me so hard and I really dont know what to think. I almost just want to ignore it and call you and just be like... so whats new, or IM you and be like kellyisgayxoxo or kellyisarussianprostitute. But I cant, I want to go back and read all your livejournal entries of when you were really down but you never gave up, you looked ahead and I envied you for it. You are so strong and i dont know how you did it. I wish I could call you again like i used to when I would be so drunk and we would have the most rediculous conversations that we would barely remember the next day.
I remember when I first found out I was moving to exeter, I was so pumped cause' you lived in methuen, basically a stones throw away. I was so happy we could hang out and ride horses and go skateboarding and make fun of weird poeple. When you moved to somerville I was bummed but I was determined to ride my bike to you. I never did, but I was optimistic cause I was going to by a car and i did. we were going to hang out and go to the bar like we always planned. You never believed i could but I was going to prove it to you. I just want to go and buy a beer and be like "ha shut up stupid i told you" and the sumble home and laugh at you when you fell. I was going to go the AOW show but I didnt and look what happened. Ill never see you again and I shouldve tried harder and thats the worst because it shouldnt take these kinds of events to happen to make someone realize. I wish I could read you this, or I wish you could read it so I wouldnt get all shy and red in the face. but youd laugh I know you would. I'd get a hug and then we would smoke a ciggarette.
All ive got now is memories of the fun we had and the dreams of what we couldve done. I hope all your wishes come true and that things finally work for you. I miss you, I wish you the best and everytime I eat a crunch wrap supreme, at taco bell, itll be for you. I miss you Kelly.
Sincerely,
Brian
RIP Kelly Wallace
This has hit me so hard and I really dont know what to think. I almost just want to ignore it and call you and just be like... so whats new, or IM you and be like kellyisgayxoxo or kellyisarussianprostitute. But I cant, I want to go back and read all your livejournal entries of when you were really down but you never gave up, you looked ahead and I envied you for it. You are so strong and i dont know how you did it. I wish I could call you again like i used to when I would be so drunk and we would have the most rediculous conversations that we would barely remember the next day.
I remember when I first found out I was moving to exeter, I was so pumped cause' you lived in methuen, basically a stones throw away. I was so happy we could hang out and ride horses and go skateboarding and make fun of weird poeple. When you moved to somerville I was bummed but I was determined to ride my bike to you. I never did, but I was optimistic cause I was going to by a car and i did. we were going to hang out and go to the bar like we always planned. You never believed i could but I was going to prove it to you. I just want to go and buy a beer and be like "ha shut up stupid i told you" and the sumble home and laugh at you when you fell. I was going to go the AOW show but I didnt and look what happened. Ill never see you again and I shouldve tried harder and thats the worst because it shouldnt take these kinds of events to happen to make someone realize. I wish I could read you this, or I wish you could read it so I wouldnt get all shy and red in the face. but youd laugh I know you would. I'd get a hug and then we would smoke a ciggarette.
All ive got now is memories of the fun we had and the dreams of what we couldve done. I hope all your wishes come true and that things finally work for you. I miss you, I wish you the best and everytime I eat a crunch wrap supreme, at taco bell, itll be for you. I miss you Kelly.
Sincerely,
Brian
RIP Kelly Wallace