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I totally just fixed my muffin all by myself. I guess the link was broken or something. I kickass.
Bah.
I'm kinda busy today ... but not with real things.
Sewing my little ass off. Starting a new art piece so I don't have to do it later. Reading. Essay. I should be doing laundry but I'm on the interweb instead :oD
It's been a pretty easy weekend.
Had a shitty yesterday. I hate people so much. I really think that's the core of the problem. Of course the things that people DO can piss me off but in general it's just the fact that they exist that makes me mad. Isn't that a making factor of a serial killer? Lol.
Yet I find it ironic that I am so dependent on people. Just seeking their pure approval. I'm not sure I can ever be self-reliant. It's too hard. I need some validation that what I'm doing is right. I can't validate myself; what if I am wrong? Ah.
Fuckit.
I feel like every one of my friends has left me for someone else. Relationship or otherwise. They all have someone else they'd rather be with. I'm just second choice.
//FiN
Bah.
I'm kinda busy today ... but not with real things.
Sewing my little ass off. Starting a new art piece so I don't have to do it later. Reading. Essay. I should be doing laundry but I'm on the interweb instead :oD
It's been a pretty easy weekend.
Had a shitty yesterday. I hate people so much. I really think that's the core of the problem. Of course the things that people DO can piss me off but in general it's just the fact that they exist that makes me mad. Isn't that a making factor of a serial killer? Lol.
Yet I find it ironic that I am so dependent on people. Just seeking their pure approval. I'm not sure I can ever be self-reliant. It's too hard. I need some validation that what I'm doing is right. I can't validate myself; what if I am wrong? Ah.
Fuckit.
I feel like every one of my friends has left me for someone else. Relationship or otherwise. They all have someone else they'd rather be with. I'm just second choice.
//FiN