I do want revenge.
SATs. Worry about college apps. Band comps. Work with Castillo's crankiness. Not fail econ. Read Jane Eyre/Kite Runner pretty much by Monday. Keep up happy disposition. Make money for everything. Not piss off friends. Movie Saturday? Keep non-bandos pleased. Forget everything I remember. Sleep. Sketch for dAers. Stop dreaming. Keep my emotional flares in balance. Oh yeah, econ hw. Not piss off my mom. Move everything to new harddrive. Keep my "personal relations" out of mind. Make sure I'm not certifiably insane. Relax. Plan the rest of my life. Not kill certain individuals. Remind Cousins about tickets.
Nothing much to do around here.
I just wanna say fuck it all and relax the old school way.
I don't know when I'm gonna have time to think about/do all this shit.
Is there a reason I hate everyone? People are SO dumb. Everything is so self-centered and inconsiderate. But like I should talk. People's voices = the most annoying sound ever. I don't know why but I get a headache hearing people I don't want to hear. Not just like an irritation headache, but like a full blown I wanna shoot myself headache. I'm more irratable and far more bitter and angry. What's wrong with me?
I don't want to sleep anymore. I've said it before, I'll say it again. Dreams are too happy. Too perfect. No matter what happens, I never feel good about it in the end.
I hate Jane Eyre. I hate fucking women. I hate fucking WHINEY-ASS women. FUCK. YOU.
Dood I'm falling asleep while typing; it's amazing.
I'm asking for it? Yeah. Yeah definitely. I think you'll be the end of me.
Maybe my college choice isn't the best. But running away from stuff never solved anything.
Got a big plan, this mindset maybe its right
At the right place and right time, maybe tonight
And the whisper or handshake sending a sign
Wanna make out and kiss hard, wait nevermind
Late night, and passing, mention it flipped her
Best friend, who knows saying maybe it slipped
But the slip turns to terror and a crush to light
When she walked in, he throws up, believe its the fright
Its cute in a way, till you cannot speak
And you leave to have a cigarette, your knees get weak
An escape is just a nod and a casual wave
Obsessed about it, heavy for the next two days
It's only just a crush, it'll go away
It's just like all the others it'll go away
Or maybe this is danger and you just don't know
You pray it all away but it continues to grow
I want to hold you close
Skin pressed against me tight
Lie still, and close your eyes girl
So lovely, it feels so right
I want to hold you close
Soft breasts, beating heart
As I whisper in your ear
I want to f*cking tear you apart
Then he walked up and told her, thinking that he'd passed
And they talked and looked away a lot, doing the dance
Her hand brushed up against his, she left it there
Told him how she felt and then they locked in a stare
They took a step back, thought about it, what should they do
Cause theres always repercussions when you're dating in school
But their lips met, and reservations started to pass
Whether this was just an evening or a thing that would last
Either way he wanted her and this was bad
He wanted to do things to her it was making him crazy
Now a little crush turned into a like
And now he wants to grab her by the hair and tell her
I want to hold you close
Skin pressed against me tight
Lie still, and close your eyes girl
So lovely, it feels so right
I want to hold you close
Soft breasts, beating heart
As I whisper in your ear
I want to f*cking tear you apart
Tear You Apart - She Wants Revenge.
Here's all tha lyrics this time y0. I really like it still.
//FiNitO
Nothing much to do around here.
I just wanna say fuck it all and relax the old school way.
I don't know when I'm gonna have time to think about/do all this shit.
Is there a reason I hate everyone? People are SO dumb. Everything is so self-centered and inconsiderate. But like I should talk. People's voices = the most annoying sound ever. I don't know why but I get a headache hearing people I don't want to hear. Not just like an irritation headache, but like a full blown I wanna shoot myself headache. I'm more irratable and far more bitter and angry. What's wrong with me?
I don't want to sleep anymore. I've said it before, I'll say it again. Dreams are too happy. Too perfect. No matter what happens, I never feel good about it in the end.
I hate Jane Eyre. I hate fucking women. I hate fucking WHINEY-ASS women. FUCK. YOU.
Dood I'm falling asleep while typing; it's amazing.
I'm asking for it? Yeah. Yeah definitely. I think you'll be the end of me.
Maybe my college choice isn't the best. But running away from stuff never solved anything.
Got a big plan, this mindset maybe its right
At the right place and right time, maybe tonight
And the whisper or handshake sending a sign
Wanna make out and kiss hard, wait nevermind
Late night, and passing, mention it flipped her
Best friend, who knows saying maybe it slipped
But the slip turns to terror and a crush to light
When she walked in, he throws up, believe its the fright
Its cute in a way, till you cannot speak
And you leave to have a cigarette, your knees get weak
An escape is just a nod and a casual wave
Obsessed about it, heavy for the next two days
It's only just a crush, it'll go away
It's just like all the others it'll go away
Or maybe this is danger and you just don't know
You pray it all away but it continues to grow
I want to hold you close
Skin pressed against me tight
Lie still, and close your eyes girl
So lovely, it feels so right
I want to hold you close
Soft breasts, beating heart
As I whisper in your ear
I want to f*cking tear you apart
Then he walked up and told her, thinking that he'd passed
And they talked and looked away a lot, doing the dance
Her hand brushed up against his, she left it there
Told him how she felt and then they locked in a stare
They took a step back, thought about it, what should they do
Cause theres always repercussions when you're dating in school
But their lips met, and reservations started to pass
Whether this was just an evening or a thing that would last
Either way he wanted her and this was bad
He wanted to do things to her it was making him crazy
Now a little crush turned into a like
And now he wants to grab her by the hair and tell her
I want to hold you close
Skin pressed against me tight
Lie still, and close your eyes girl
So lovely, it feels so right
I want to hold you close
Soft breasts, beating heart
As I whisper in your ear
I want to f*cking tear you apart
Tear You Apart - She Wants Revenge.
Here's all tha lyrics this time y0. I really like it still.
//FiNitO