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Urgh.
I hope this all works out. :/
I still feel like I'm in a crappy mood constantly. I just want to move on... don't I?
Everything is still good though.
I still don't care. Life goes on.
I know this all is just a waste of my time, my energy, my emotion, and what little sanity I have left. I can't help it. We all have those times when we are down. I just want this one to stop. After 2 years plus, I think it's damn well time. If I was two different people I could make each of them happy.
I hate more people lately. Or at least I openly hate people more. Certain people are REALLY getting on my fucking nerves. I don't even pretend to be nice to them anymore. I think Se has brushed off once again.
Me and Se Young, we're like THIS :telepathic handsignal:
Things are okay.
I'm procrastinating WAY too much. Lawlz.
That aside, I had a good day with Tiff, Meg(h)an, and Camerooooon. Painting (lame) cutouts. Cussing like sailors. Insulting eachother to no end. Delicious ice cream. It put me in a far better mood than I had been. :)
Music puts me in a good mood though;
Don't act so damn benign
Don't waste my fucking time
Lipstick and callous and fishnets and malice.
//Oh OK Go... how I love you :D
I want to hold you close
Skin pressed against me tight
Lie still, and close your eyes girl
So lovely, it feels so right
I want to hold you close
Soft breath, beating heart
As I whisper in your ear
I wanna fucking tear you apart
//She Wants Revenge... mmmm
//FiN
I hope this all works out. :/
I still feel like I'm in a crappy mood constantly. I just want to move on... don't I?
Everything is still good though.
I still don't care. Life goes on.
I know this all is just a waste of my time, my energy, my emotion, and what little sanity I have left. I can't help it. We all have those times when we are down. I just want this one to stop. After 2 years plus, I think it's damn well time. If I was two different people I could make each of them happy.
I hate more people lately. Or at least I openly hate people more. Certain people are REALLY getting on my fucking nerves. I don't even pretend to be nice to them anymore. I think Se has brushed off once again.
Me and Se Young, we're like THIS :telepathic handsignal:
Things are okay.
I'm procrastinating WAY too much. Lawlz.
That aside, I had a good day with Tiff, Meg(h)an, and Camerooooon. Painting (lame) cutouts. Cussing like sailors. Insulting eachother to no end. Delicious ice cream. It put me in a far better mood than I had been. :)
Music puts me in a good mood though;
Don't act so damn benign
Don't waste my fucking time
Lipstick and callous and fishnets and malice.
//Oh OK Go... how I love you :D
I want to hold you close
Skin pressed against me tight
Lie still, and close your eyes girl
So lovely, it feels so right
I want to hold you close
Soft breath, beating heart
As I whisper in your ear
I wanna fucking tear you apart
//She Wants Revenge... mmmm
//FiN