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i like having a bf.
correction: i like having andrew in my life.
but we are two totally different people.
i love it. i do.
but sometimes i forget myself and lose myself.
why is it hard for me to manage both aspects of my life?
i mean, its not.
but i guess i just feel out of the loop.
i haven't seen my friends in dayssssss.
my brother came and that was fine.
but then he left, and now what?
and the truth is, its not even because im in a relationship.
its not.
because truth be told, im not with andrew all the time.
not every day.
so the days that im not with him. where am i?
im at home.
sleeping. doing nothing.
being tired. trying to catch up.
i just want to breathe.
i want to not be worried about a job and where im gonna live!
i won't let myself get down.
i won't.
but in order to do that, i think i need my ups.
my ups = my friends.
erica? stop being sick. hang out with me. lets do something amazing!
jen? i miss you. a lot. what are you up to these days? lets get some tea. its getting warm.
katie cole? yes you. your a rayyyy offfff sunshineeeee! LETS HANG OUT! :D
everyone else? (i don't know who else would read this) i miss you all.
lets make history.