WHOA ITS BEEN TEN YEARS

Jun 01, 2007 10:50

so yes.

yesyesyes.

i feel like being deep.

deep like butter.

THIS YEAR. HAS BEEN ONE OF THE BEST OF MY LIFE. PROBABLY THE  BEST. YEAH. ITS BEEN HARD. ITS EVEN BEEN THE WORST AT TIMES. BUT I THINK IT WILL ALL HELP ME IN THE END.   HELP ME TO BE A BETTER FRIEND. HELP ME TO GAIN EXP. (LOLLLLLLLLLLZ). HELP ME TO REALIZE SOME STUFF.  ALTHOUGH I DIDN'T REACH SOME OF THE GOALS I SET FOR MYSELF, I WILL GET TO THEM SOONER OR LATER.  ITS ALL PLANED OUT FOR ME. 
ITS FATE.

THATS ENOUGHHH OF DEEP.
TO DEEP IS BAD.

SO.

parinoia:
right, so me and adam got together. urksjaf;AKSJF

SWEETJESUS.

i keep wanting to make myslelf not like him.  i want to stay on top of my feelings. so i won't get hurt in the end. so i can hurt him later. but is am so afraid that i can't stay  on top of them for long. like they might get so big that i'll fall off and never regain myself. i don't want that to happen. i don't want to get hurt becuase i know how long it takes me to recover from somthing like that.

ALSO HE ALWAYS TELLS ME HOW BAD OF A KISSER ANGELA IS AND I AM SO PARINOID THAT I AM AS BAD AND I WANNA KILL MYSELF

oh, and the plan, you know, where i still steal everyone's boyfriend?

its still on.

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