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So, it's the last day of break, and that sucks. I'm dreading school tomorrow, we get report cards. I did really bad this six-weeks. I just wasn't motivated at all to study or anything. But I guess I'll have to get motivated, because I can't get these grades again. I guess break was okay, it was kind of un-eventful. I sat around and ate, but hey, what's new? Yeah. I feel pretty shitty about things today. I just need to find someone who will listen to me get all of this shit off my mind. I feel like I'm always there to listen, but when I have things to say no one really takes the time to hear me out. And that is a sucky feeling.
I guess today's not that bad. I watched Being John Malkovich, it was really interesting and good. Mom and I went to test mattresses since I'm getting a new bed. I picked out a really comfy one. I wish me and my mom had a different relationship than we do now, because the one we have now is not good. I wish I could tell her things and be honest with her. But she is always so moody and I never know how to act around her.
I guess today's not that bad. I watched Being John Malkovich, it was really interesting and good. Mom and I went to test mattresses since I'm getting a new bed. I picked out a really comfy one. I wish me and my mom had a different relationship than we do now, because the one we have now is not good. I wish I could tell her things and be honest with her. But she is always so moody and I never know how to act around her.