Hey pal.
You read my posts, and called me last night. I promised you an answer in this journal space by today.
First, thanks to your concern (and also thanks to Silver Eagle's concern), that i am alright.
Second, you do not have to feel bad, and all, that you have lesser time for me, now that you have found him. I guess, as years go by, we start to change and seek different things in life. I prefer being alone, sleeping with whatever hunk that walk past my life. You choosed to be attached to a guy, one guy, and tries all your might to have a on-going relationship with him. There is nothing wrong with such arrangement. We grow over the years, we change, and so will our directions in life.
But we having different "goals" in life, will not, WILL NOT, make us any thing lesser than true friends (get it?). We just have to recognize our differences, and make adjustments to our lifestyle.
[How? you asked last night]
Like now, you are with him most of the time, i have nothing against both of you. In fact, in my comment to Silver Eagle (my new found blog pal :P ), i actually mentioned that i am happy for you, having found the right guy in your life.
True, we cannot hang out as often as our good old days, but this is understandable. We all know, how hard it is to find this man in your life, in our circle especially. So when you finally found him, me as your best friend, would definitely give you all my best wishes, and above all, all my best support.
[What support?]
The best i can think of, is to give you more time to spend with your lover. This is the best gift i can think of, to be given to you, my best pal, as a "wedding gift".
As for hanging out, guess we still can make do. But less all the bath house adventures and back alley hunts. (Ops, in case i leaked out some of your dark secrets, but i am sure he will understand, its all past).
In fact, i am pretty comfortable "hunting" alone now. Once in a while, my other friends will join me. So no worries for me, alright? I can manage all the man out there, all by myself, and much to my delight too.
As for you, i want you to go ahead, enjoy every moment with him, to the fullest, as much as you can. I am not suited for relationships. But you are different, and i can see that you are a much happier person now.
Listen to me, pal, we will still be the best of friends, no matter what. It is only the way we hang out, the frequency we chill out, and the things we do when we hit out, change. And in fact, i already accepted your lover as "part of" you, and am equally at ease with him, like i am with you.
Really, do not worry about me. I choose this way of living my life in this circle. I choose to stay single, myself. And i will not be so selfish, to "expect" my best friend to remain single all his life to keep me company.
So go ahead and enjoy your attached life, while i keep myself busy with my endless supply of cock and cum.
Remember this story i used to tell you:
"Even our closest classmate whom we spent every day togther, will graduate one day. After graduation, each of us will walk a different path, and will not get to meet as often. But in our hearts, we know, who to turn to when we need a shoulder to cry on."
I want to see you smile, from your heart. And if he ever dares to break your heart, i will sure go after him. :)
First, thanks to your concern (and also thanks to Silver Eagle's concern), that i am alright.
Second, you do not have to feel bad, and all, that you have lesser time for me, now that you have found him. I guess, as years go by, we start to change and seek different things in life. I prefer being alone, sleeping with whatever hunk that walk past my life. You choosed to be attached to a guy, one guy, and tries all your might to have a on-going relationship with him. There is nothing wrong with such arrangement. We grow over the years, we change, and so will our directions in life.
But we having different "goals" in life, will not, WILL NOT, make us any thing lesser than true friends (get it?). We just have to recognize our differences, and make adjustments to our lifestyle.
[How? you asked last night]
Like now, you are with him most of the time, i have nothing against both of you. In fact, in my comment to Silver Eagle (my new found blog pal :P ), i actually mentioned that i am happy for you, having found the right guy in your life.
True, we cannot hang out as often as our good old days, but this is understandable. We all know, how hard it is to find this man in your life, in our circle especially. So when you finally found him, me as your best friend, would definitely give you all my best wishes, and above all, all my best support.
[What support?]
The best i can think of, is to give you more time to spend with your lover. This is the best gift i can think of, to be given to you, my best pal, as a "wedding gift".
As for hanging out, guess we still can make do. But less all the bath house adventures and back alley hunts. (Ops, in case i leaked out some of your dark secrets, but i am sure he will understand, its all past).
In fact, i am pretty comfortable "hunting" alone now. Once in a while, my other friends will join me. So no worries for me, alright? I can manage all the man out there, all by myself, and much to my delight too.
As for you, i want you to go ahead, enjoy every moment with him, to the fullest, as much as you can. I am not suited for relationships. But you are different, and i can see that you are a much happier person now.
Listen to me, pal, we will still be the best of friends, no matter what. It is only the way we hang out, the frequency we chill out, and the things we do when we hit out, change. And in fact, i already accepted your lover as "part of" you, and am equally at ease with him, like i am with you.
Really, do not worry about me. I choose this way of living my life in this circle. I choose to stay single, myself. And i will not be so selfish, to "expect" my best friend to remain single all his life to keep me company.
So go ahead and enjoy your attached life, while i keep myself busy with my endless supply of cock and cum.
Remember this story i used to tell you:
"Even our closest classmate whom we spent every day togther, will graduate one day. After graduation, each of us will walk a different path, and will not get to meet as often. But in our hearts, we know, who to turn to when we need a shoulder to cry on."
I want to see you smile, from your heart. And if he ever dares to break your heart, i will sure go after him. :)