Women in my Life or Not
So my sister calls my mom up yesterday nite, she had been gone since the day after Christmas, and tells her that she was on her way back to our house and her car broke down in the middle of the road. She needed my mom to come pick her up and pay to have her car towed to a mechanic. My mom being the good mother she is went to assist my sister. I thought it odd that when my sister got back with my mom she did not have a single bag with clothes or bathroom supplies. Normally when she comes home she has a travelbag. So if she was really "on her way home" when her car broke down, where was her bag? Anyways, she called her boyfriend and disappeared in the middle of the nite when everyone else was asleep. I find that quite despicable of her that she use my mom like so. Someday she may call and not get teh help she needs.
And then there is another woman in my life or not, Juliett. She has tried to call me a number of times since Saturday, five or six to be exact. I have not yet answered the phone for her; she calls my cellphone everytime and it does not always ring because I get lousy reception at my house and she has called me while I am at work and I am not supposed to answer my cellphone at work. I guess she does not have anything important to say because she has only bothered to leave one voicemail out of all the calls she has made. It was not the nicest voicemail, it was not hateful, it was just somewhat biting. She didn't say too much, she just seemed to try to drag me down to her level and then she expressed a desire to kind of sort things out. I guess she still can't tell me what she needs to say over the phone. As far as I know, she didn't call me yesterday, but she has tried to call me twice today. I was working the first time she called and so I didn't answer and she didn't bother to leave a message. And then she called me again about 10 minutes ago, again I didn't answer and again she didn't leave a message. I don't think she is trying especially hard enough to really talk to me. She has not once tried calling me at home and she has not had an intermediary try and get ahold of me.
I am pretty sure she only wants to sort out the ugliness before tomorrow nite cause she does not want it to be weird for swing dancing. But she is assuming I am going to be there tomorrow nite, and I am not. I have this almost giddy anticipation of how my non-appearance will affect her, and how all our mutual friends will ask her where I am at, and how she will have to explain herslef to them. I really think most people will be disappointed in her, and I hope that disappointment hurts her in some way. I want her to regret.
And then there is another woman in my life or not, Juliett. She has tried to call me a number of times since Saturday, five or six to be exact. I have not yet answered the phone for her; she calls my cellphone everytime and it does not always ring because I get lousy reception at my house and she has called me while I am at work and I am not supposed to answer my cellphone at work. I guess she does not have anything important to say because she has only bothered to leave one voicemail out of all the calls she has made. It was not the nicest voicemail, it was not hateful, it was just somewhat biting. She didn't say too much, she just seemed to try to drag me down to her level and then she expressed a desire to kind of sort things out. I guess she still can't tell me what she needs to say over the phone. As far as I know, she didn't call me yesterday, but she has tried to call me twice today. I was working the first time she called and so I didn't answer and she didn't bother to leave a message. And then she called me again about 10 minutes ago, again I didn't answer and again she didn't leave a message. I don't think she is trying especially hard enough to really talk to me. She has not once tried calling me at home and she has not had an intermediary try and get ahold of me.
I am pretty sure she only wants to sort out the ugliness before tomorrow nite cause she does not want it to be weird for swing dancing. But she is assuming I am going to be there tomorrow nite, and I am not. I have this almost giddy anticipation of how my non-appearance will affect her, and how all our mutual friends will ask her where I am at, and how she will have to explain herslef to them. I really think most people will be disappointed in her, and I hope that disappointment hurts her in some way. I want her to regret.