The innocent can never last.

Dec 28, 2004 00:58

Good evening darling,
I've realized today that i have very few friends that actually care to be your friend at desperate times because they dont want to interfere. Well you know what.... whatever. Life is hard at times... and i just have to deal with it and get over it.
Well here are some songs that help me express myself at this moment....not that im copying anyone AT ALL... It looks as if we're all on the same page...

Long nights, hard times. Everything that makes you feel tired.
I think I got to get away from you. Long nights, hard times.
Everything that makes you feel tired.
That's why I got to get away from you.
I've got something to say. You might not like how it sounds.
I don't care. I've got to get out of here.
You look like or your disguise,
you're just a monkey in a monkey suit.

I hope you choke on every word you spoke when you were screaming at me.
And realize how many times I've tried, but that's wishful thinking.
All I want is an apology for what you did and how you treated me.
Get me far away, or at least as far as this car will take me.

Preach all you want but who's gonna save me?
I keep a gun on the book you gave me, hallelujah, lock and load
Black is the kiss, the touch of the serpent sun
It ain't the mark or the scar that makes you run,
You'll never make me leave
I wear this on my sleeve
Give me a reason to believe
So give me all your poison...And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts and make me ill
You're running after something that you'll never kill
If this is what you want then fire at will

To the last parade
When the parties fade
And the choice you made
To the End.

We used to be very tall buildings
We’ve been falling for so long
Now your eyes follow the sign on the edge of town
They offer a welcome when you are leaving

Thats all im putting in but its the truth and thats how im feeling about everything right now. I need to take my secret paradise trip and get away from all this drama. I'm clearly sick of it all. But i dont want to leave things unfinished and unsaid so im finishing it. This entry completes my journal for now on. If i feel like updating or whatever... i will. And ones who said they wont leave comments... dont. We're leaving it at this now. So good day. I'm tired. I might delete this later.
~Hannah
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