I just got finished watching Glee again... now I want to see more. *sigh* I should just wait to watch shows until their on dvd, so I don't have to wait so long to see the next episode.
I miss being involved in musical things. Band. Choir. Why don't they have opportunities for adults to do stuff like that? There's all kinds of opportunities for mediocre talent in high school, but not in the grown-up world. I'm not good enough to be famous. I'm not good enough to sing or play the saxophone for a living. But I'd like to do those things. And I'm not a solo kind of person. I like singing and playing with other people. I like harmonizing. I did church choir for awhile, but it gets harder and harder to do with kids. And Andrew's always really impatient about staying after church. It's annoying.
But I do love my husband. Even when he's annoying. :)
Another reason I like watching shows like Glee is b/c it reminds me of having crushes, and I miss those. I mean, I love, love, LOVE my husband. No doubt about it. But I miss having crushes b/c they're fun. I've discussed this with Andrew before. It's just the excitement of wondering if they like you back. Are they looking at me? Oh, wow, they talked to me!
I know. I'm a dork.
Lately, I've thought a lot about me in high school for some reason. I'm come to the conclusion that while I was extremely upset at the time that I never had a boyfriend and only went on like 2 dates my entire high school career, I am glad that I never had a serious boyfriend. Too many kids screw up that way.
Emphasis on the word "screw." Am I RIGHT?! HA!
Sorry.
Back to all seriousness... if I had had a boyfriend back then, I wouldn't have spent as much time with my friends acting stupid and having fun. If I had a boyfriend back then, I might've gotten in a really stupid situation that could've messed up my chances of marrying Andrew eventually.
I love my Andrew. I love my kids. I have the most beautiful kids in the world, and they look just like their daddy. I doubt I would have such pretty kids without him. :) They have the biggest, most beautiful blue eyes, and they definitely didn't get those from me.
I'm kinda sad that no one reads this on lj anymore b/c no one can see my fun icons. It's weird knowing that this posts on people's facebook homepage now, so people actually might read it. It makes me all... self-conscious.
Well, I don't know what else to say, and since everything I've written is a bunch of mess anyway... I'm a-gonna go.
But first, I'ma leave you with this... just for nostalgia's sake...
THE UGLY ONE!!!